What is my life?

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I started at the Television, ice cream in hand. I was super tired but I really wanted to watch the new Ridionculous Race episode, even though it was hurting me to watch. I had a little bit of a crush on Noah, have had since Total Drama Action. We had to stay behind the set to record the Total Drama after show, so me and Noah hung out. A lot.

I didn't really talk to him during World Tour because of Sierra, so it kinda sucked. I was able to hang out with him a lot afterwards though, so I had an amazing time with him? He was sarcastic and kind of self absorbed, but he was pretty funny and actually kind of nice when you were able to actually talk to him. I was really crushing on him, and I never had guts to tell him. Now, he was on Ridionculous Race, and was totally crushing on Emma. It made me feel like a fool, not making a move. I'd lost my chance and now I was watching the episodes over and over. So all I wanted to do was watch It and drown in my own self pity.

I needed to do something with my life.

And finally get off my ass. And move out for christs sake. I could hear my parents arguing over the coffee maker from upstairs. Guess that's what I get for being an only child. I could hear my dad stomp up the stairs. Of course it was when Noah and Emma were kissing. I clicked off to another channel just playing random summer movies, mostly from North America. He busted my door open just as I hid my Ice cream.

"You just watching some movies?" my dad snorted it out. He was obviously pissed.

"Yeah, just some random summer movies on this random channel." I was really monotone sounding, kind of like Noah. Ugh. My dad just gave me the nastiest stare and slammed my door. I hated him. I just wanted to run away. I sighed and checked the Total Drama Brothers group chat.

TDB GC

9man: Pineapple on pizza is our fault HAROLD
Madskillz: I didn't mean it like that, GOSH!
Imsoooh0t: Could you guys shut up, I'm TRYING to edit Trent's song
9man: *Sighs in sad guy*
Me: Dang this convo sucks
Madskillz: Oh hey Codster! Don't worry I was just about to change the topic!
9man: Yo Cody!
Madskillz: So anyone see Noah and his new girlfriend?
Imsoooh0t: Noah has a gf?
Me: Ew their kinda gross
9man: I thought Noah was gay-

Ugh! Why was I reminded about them every six seconds!? I threw my phone on my bed and buried my face into the pillow for a while. I decided to head downstairs, so I could eat something other than caramel chocolate chip ice cream. My parents weren't arguing anymore, my dad was sipping his coffee and mom slipped a pot pie onto the table. I kind of wanted some Smarties (The good Canadian kind not the dusty American ones). I dug in right away. My mom looked a wee concerned but I didn't care much.

"I'm going to a job interview tomorrow," I say, "at the Library." My mom just nodded. Of course my dad had something to say.

"Good. The sooner you move out the better, I can finally do what I want to." Mom angrily rolled her eyes at him before placing a cup of tea next to me. I finished my food as quick as possible and headed to my room. I changed my channel back to the one Total Drama shows always aired on. It was playing the Awake-a-thon episode. It was both my least favorite and favorite episode. Now it was hard to even watch. I clicked the power button and stuffed myself into my bed.

I slowly drifted off to sleep, only trying to think of things I liked, but I went to sleep restless anyway.

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