𝔅𝔦𝔩𝔩 𝔎𝔞𝔲𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔷||𝔬𝔫𝔢𝔰𝔥𝔬𝔱𝔰

◇-letter-💟

[broo idk I kinda find this cringe and corny but I'll let u be the judge of that, Im so sorry I couldn't publish two books, I was quite busy last week with exams and shit, I also just got back from my braces appointment so uh yeah have this shitty fic that I wrote in the car]

Summer of 2006
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"BILL!" I yelled out as I chased him across our neighborhood, laughs filled the air along with the sound of our feet aggressively hitting the ground as we ran at an unimaginable speed.

It was an average hot summer day, but despite the heat I still chased down my bestfriend, Bill, who had taken an envelope with a letter inside. It wasn't just any other letter, it was a fucking love letter.

The letter slipped out of my pocket when I was about to stand up from the grass area where we were sitting, he picked it up and started waving it around in the air laughing and teasing me with words like "oooo little y/n's in luvv" he snickers, and the fact that we was taller than me doesn't help.

"BILL CMON THATS PRIVATE" I yelled at him as we continued running like olympic runners. "NOT UNTIL YOU TELL ME WHOS IT FOR" I could feel my legs give out, he was way too fast to catch "ITS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS" I said in between deep gasps of air.

I could see that he was also getting tired, as his phase started to slow down.
I took this opportunity and gave it my all, I ran like I was getting chased down by a gorilla. When I reached Bill who was slowing down, I took him by the arm and spun him around so now he was facing me.

"Bill..if I tell you who its for, your- you wont understand" I struggled to find the words to explain to him. "Oh really"
"Yes, now please give." I looked at him with pleading eyes, if he reads that letter its gonna be the end of it, I'll simply die out of embarrassment. But thankfully he gave in and gave it back to me, earning a sigh of relief from me, "Wanna head to the park now?I have some bread that we can feed the ducks" Bill suggested happily, I nodded and skipped to the park with him but I simply couldn't just tell the butterflies to leave.

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Finally, it is friday. The specific date I had planned for it. I gave Bill a call asking him if he'd like to go back to the park again and as always, he agreed.
I later saw him holding some pieces of bread, sitting under the willow tree, the shadow slightly covering half of his face but his eyes seemingly glowed from the sun to the lake. He looked absolutely ethereal without his black eyeshadow but he looks equally good with it on, the silver studs on his belt shining.

I slowly approached him and he looked at me and smirked "did you just come from church or smthing?" he chortled, I'm wearing a (desired outfit) with (desired design for the dress or outfit) I laughed as I felt the butterflies slowly creeping up to my throat "heh, no its..its just that today I have something really important to tell you right now." I said as I sat down beside him under the willow tree, I took my time to collect myself as I stared onto the crystal blue lake, I slowly took some breaths as I slowly turned my body to focus on him and him only. 

I took a heavy sigh "Bill, I dont know how youre gonna react to this.." I said slightly avoiding his eye contact, "y/n you've been my bestfriend since we were 9 you know you could tell me absolutely anything" his voice was soft, yet still had a raspy pitch to it. I slightly shuffled around my pockets to find the letter. "Remember this letter?" I said as I showed him the letter "mhm yeah what about it?" I placed the letter on his hand, I feel like he could tell how nervous I am because I swear I saw my hand shake. "I-its for you..read it out loud..please?" I said as I finally had the courage to look a him eye to eye.

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||You probably wont feel the same as I do for you, but I just wanted to tell you how I feel because I dont wanna keep this in my chest for too long, I feel like its gonna eat me alive.
To put this straight to the point I am very much in love with you, that I cannot find the words to describe it and fit it in this letter. I could feel my love for you grow each day and time we spend together.   ☆Bill||

After he had read the letter, I turned away to avoid his gaze, as I was afraid of his opinion or what he'll say about it. I might just loose my bestfriend today. "y/n.." he said softly, I could feel like my heart will jump out of my chest as his hand fell on my chin, slightly moving my head, where now I was face to face with him. "I think your words in your letter, is just as beautiful as you are." I couldnt help but just smile at his words, "and I must admit, I do like you..I liked you alot since we were like 13" my eyes flew up, I really did not expect that from him.

"well why didnt you say anything" I chuckled quietly "becauseeee I was scared that you might not feel the same and stop being friends with me" I reassured him and said "dont worry, I felt the same." we laughed for a brief moment at the cheesy moment, but then it was followed by silence as we took the time to stare into each others eyes, his eyes are soft and expressive, it was as if you could tell how he could feel just by staring, but he was also obviously nervous as I watched his eyes nervously move from my eyes to my lips.

"you uh gonna kiss me now or what?" I broke the awkward silence, he snickered and leaned in closer to me, finally placing a soft kiss on my lips.