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♡-Teenage Dirtbags (LEMON!!)

(LEMON!!) 

"YOUR SUCH A CHEATER!" I yell, on the top of my lungs as harsh tears began to slowly form in my eyes, blurring parts of my vision, but what I could see clearly is my cheater of a girlfriend. 

"I WAS DRUNK! PLEASE BELIEVE ME!!" she insisted as she stood by the door, watching me as I started putting on my hoodie. "Oh please, if you truly loved me, you for sure wouldn't have kissed him again. SOBER." The atmosphere suddenly became quiet after I said that, I knew that she is guilty. "forget about it, we're over go be with him" I said as I quickly shoved pass her, putting on my headsets ready to go out for a walk alone, I really needed it.

"but-" she said as she followed me towards the front door of her house, I quickly cut her off not wanting to hear anything else from her, by slamming on the door harshly on her face. 

I took out my phone and started to listen to some music, feeling the cold breeze hit my face, it all felt good, it felt like I was freed. I found myself sitting on the sand at the local beach, the sound of the music and the low crashing of the waves at the shore, as the moon lit the sky up brightly. All my problems evaporated like that of smoke, of a bonfire on a cold snowy evening, , I had the urge to start crying because all those memories we had together suddenly didn't matter anymore, to her at least. I took my phone out, going to contacts and blocked her. 

I desperately craved for comfort, looking through my contacts to find the right person that I could confide with, I'm very particular with the type of people that I allow to see me this vulnerable, after a while I finally decided that I'd call Bill over, if he wasnt busy. 

Bill Kaulitz, the boy that I went to elementary with, is one of my most closest friends, before his band got famous I was always there hyping them up in the crowd, especially Bill, I admired how confident and comfortable being the person he is. He was like a magnet, that somehow I couldn't stop gravitating towards. 

"Hey..Bill?" I said shakily through the phone. "yeah wsg? do you need anything??" he asked softly. "are you busy?" I asked. "hm no why?" "could you maybe..come over to the beach?? in ___??, I really need to talk to you like right now." without even a moment of hesitation, he immediately agreed, and thats another thing I love about him, as a friend. 

after some minutes went by, of me deleting photos in my gallery of me and my now ex girlfriend, he finally arrived, in a big black puffy coat along with a beanie, that has a bunch of skulls on it. I patted a spot beside me for him to sit. "Whats the problem?, have you been crying??" Bill asked in a concerned tone as he observed me.

"Idk man..I broke up with her and I dont--I dont know what to do anymore" I said while facing down to the sand, not wanting to meet Bills eyes. "Wait..YOU broke up with her? Im sorry! You can tell ne what happened, I'll listen..." He said softly, whilst placing a hand on my back.

After explaining all that went down, the tears started to come back, but then I feel arms wrap around me warmly.

"Im so sorry that happened to you Y/N, I promise I'm here if you wanna get stuff out of your chest alright?" He pulled away from the hug as he took my hand and intertwined it with his, as our eyes locked on eachother. I dont know if he was aware, but I watched as his eyes goes to my lips staring intently, I knew exactly what he wanted.

Right then, I cupped his face in my hands giving him a soft kiss on the lips.
It was a cold night, yet his lips felt warm against mine.

We pulled away, breathing heavily. Nothing to be heard except for the sounds of the waves and our pounding hearts, we akwardly looked at eachother then bursted out laughing. "I can't believe we just did that!!" I said while holding my stomach, Bill was laughing so much he couldn't even mutter out a single word!
"W-was it okay though orrr...??" I asked stupidly, as a joke. But I got a response that will change the course of this night.

"well..If I have to be honest..then may I ask for one more??" He chuckled, avoiding my gaze. I was shocked but at the same time glad, if you will. Just as he asked, I leant in to kiss him again.

He placed his head on top of my shoulders, exhaling contentfully. "I had never expected thats how it would end" I snorted, truly I never did. All I was asking was for some comfort from him, after I said that, I felt his hot breath travel towards my neck, near my ear. "Me neither" he whispered, which sent chills down my spine, as he slowly and gently pecked my neck.

"You have no idea, how pretty you are." He said, softly sucking at that one spot on my neck, feeling electrical as he did so.

(Hi...IM BACK IM SORRYYYYYY I WAS SOSOSOSOSOSOOSOS BUSY, BUT HERES A STORY OMGOGMGMG IT SUCKS, I CRINGED SO MUCH WHILE WRITING ERERERERER BYE IM FONNA JUMP OFF A BUILFING AAAAA A A A A I SCREAM INTO THE NIGHT FOR YOU DONY MAJE IT TRUE DONY JYUMO)