Hit Wicket My Heart 4.0 * Ongoing *

Authors Note - IMP - 23/9/2023

My Dear Readers

How are you all doing??? Hope all is well at your respective ends. 😊😊😊

I know...I know...its been a long long time. I'v been on a writing halt since what seem like forever( almost six months).Sometimes few personal experiences and grief specially has the power to freeze a lot inside one's heart for a while...and mostly...usually grief has always had that impact direct on my creativity in terms of writing...it just simply shuts down my writing/creativity buttons.(.i legit havent written a word in months)....I am sure most of you had read my previous authors note so you all know where I am coming from!

But yes as they say time heals...give you the strength to cope eventually...I can say I am doing much better now in terms of acceptance and processing it all. So off late - naturally amidst the routine - iv also been missing writing. But - I still haven't written a word yet.Why? If you may wonder...its because a part of me so legit nervous/ almost scared ...thinking...what if I sit down to write and nothing comes out and I am unable to write at all...deep down there's a fear that's  been wondering....just ...what if I can never write again??what if I am never able to pour the feels/emotions in my words/ through my words again...

Crazy!! I know you all might think that this is...coming from me...someone whose always posted/written super long chapters with detailed POV's etc in all the tales iv posted here till now...how can she be facing a fear like this???

But yes I'll be honest... that's what it's been...I have no qualms in admitting it straight out that even though I have experienced writing blocks before...this block ( in the last six months)had just felt a lil different...deeper...more so..hence leading to this fear...

But then do I plan to permanently give up on something( writing) i so deeply love? Not really..i do not want to give in or succumb to this fear.I don't want to give up on my writing!

I do intend to face this block headsup and come out of it eventually which means that I have also decided not to procrastinate on this further much...and give writing a try again...for there is also that part of me that misses writing that equals the bit that there is still a part in me that wants to write as well..

Hmm so...iv come up with a solution...given that Hit Wicket 4.0 and Invisible Strings is already set to a particular point...and the stories would need me to begin exactly where I left it ...I don't want to resume them at the moment risking the fact what if I am not able to match the previous flow in the story for then that will totally spoil the sync of it..and you all know I'd rather not post than just for the heck of posting risking the quality/ scenes/ flow in character pov's...

But that does not mean that I will not complete these tales. I surely will.I aim.to do just that once...I feel I am back to my usual writing flow/ writing/creative self from months ago! ( i really hope i can get back to that version) with time.So for now - Hit Wicket 4.0 and Invisible Strings will be on hold for some more while...

But Next week on...I am finally taking the.leap to put my head down to give a hand at writing again so better I risk it with a new arc/shorter ff...I guess...to see if I can actually write through..I am.so hoping I can...!! :)

You might get an update from me next week on - Through Time and Beyond - guys! Wish me luck everyone! I really hope I can/ am able to write again...( I am going to give it a determined shot)

Once again I'd like to thank each of you for your earnest and sincere support to me.and all my works over all this time...and most importantly...for your patience as well...it truly means a lot to me and I am eternally grateful. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

Thank you so very much guys once again...:-)

Much Love × Infinite Gratitude

🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏
Prachi