Vicious Saints [18+]

024: Eyes don't lie

|Sinnius Iatova|

The past has a funny way of resurfacing, in the most unexpected times. Those eye liquid silver that melted away the innocence. Now, they showcase her true soul, her rotten soul. My little brother - the dreamer, everything shattered before him. That's what happens when you have a fantasy built into your mind, those expectations crumble and reality settles in. Azarov would have killer her within a second but I stopped him. Despite our complete disregard for each other's lives, I know him better than he thinks. Azarov will drag himself through the pits of guilt and wither in agony. He will regret his actions because he's sensitive at heart.

Rebecca has an affinity for the dramatics and made an impression. My brother saw her at face value the first time; sweet and kind without ever thinking twice about the layer underneath. I could only imagine the way his heart shattered when he realised that Rebecca was never the girl he loved from a young age or the women he thought he married. Rebecca was my weakness, she manages a completely erase all the hurt of her own doing on my heart, but that was before. I expected my soul to latch onto her but those feelings have completely disappeared. We were a combination of twisted love and pain. Now, my eyes are clearer, they see her for she is and she taught me that, never take anyone at face value or promises. I don't trust anyone, I don't see the good in people.

Alysanne pops into my head, no matter has. Initially, I wanted it to be a game because one way or another Azarov never has there entire heart. But when I saw those beautiful honey morphing with gold, the darkness so intense and draining I realised that she is the storm and the sunrise morphed into one. She pushes past the limit of her hell, a strong warrior. What captivated me is that she wasn't wearing a mask, shielding herself the way Rebecca did. Alysanne is real, her wants, desires, loyalty and heart all lie with my brother. Another reason to envy him, bitterness being a pill hard to swallow. He already had his chance of love with Rebecca, why does he get a second with someone so perfect like Alysanne?

How did I end up with this situation, loving the same women my brother does?

Is this a punishment for all my sins?

Rebecca's declaration to take Corvina back a hurricane that couldnt be prevented. She is the type to take away everything you love, making her the true object of your affection because you have nothing. Azarov surety anticipated that Rebecca would never want her child back, However, he didn't truly know her the way I did, she is the devil and that's the cruel truth.

She left without any time to argue and I had to hold a dangerous Azarov back from running to her. He is already filled with hatred.

"Let me fucking go, Sinnius!" He yelled and I did.

His entire demeanour is frazzled, control barely at his fingertips. Azarov wants to retallate and I'm the eastest target. We have a history of despising each other but also of loving the same woman.

"Never touch me again. You have a habit of wanting whatever I have, don't pretend we are brothers now. You can love Alysanne all you want but she will choose me. So, stay away from me and stay the fuck away from her." Azarov threatened.

I could have retaliated with equal word of distaste but he was truly hurting from the inside. I couldn't argue with those words even if wanted to. Just because we shared DNA didn't make us brothers we are strangers. Azarov leaves, overheated while everyone remains, attempting to process the altercation that ha transpired.

While the atmosphere grew tense, I directed my attention towards Isadora. "You know, gorgeous, that orange hair is really doing it for me."

Instantly, her attitude changed and she growled, ready to claw my eyes out when Diavolo held her back. "I'm going to fucking skin you alive!"