You think for a second before deciding to say
"no I'm fine thank you" as you continue walking.
"Come on y/n, we're going to the exact same hotel" you realise his right and it does save you from having to walk, just as you go to answer him you see it starting to rain a little.
"Fine!" You jump into his car, you look over at him and start to wonder why, why did he never call, never text, never write to you even.
"So how have you been?" You question him, waiting for his answer.
"Umm I've been good thank you, how have you been?" He replies
"Yea good thanks" you look away and out of the window watching the rain hit.
All of a sudden you hear him sigh "look I don't want to go through all of this small talk, I'm sorry okay" you look back over to him, is sorry really all his got to say.
You try not to be rude but "do you even know what you're sorry for?" You see him look disappointed a little
"Of course I do" he says "I'm sorry I left you, that you probably felt hurt and upset because of me".
You laugh a little at his response "hurt and upset? Those words don't even come close to describe how I felt Lando".
"I didn't know how to tell you I was gonna be leaving, I thought by blocking you out it would be us both in the long run" you look at him in disgust, how could he.
"Help us? Are you kidding me, I was completely shattered. I went to your house and had to find out through your mum" you think back to that day and all the emotions come back every feeling you ever felt.
He looks at you with watery eyes, "you will never know how truly sorry I am. But I just didn't have the guts to say goodbye to you".
"But it wouldn't have been goodbye, more like a see you later" you whisper quietly, not wanting the tears to spill.
"It wouldn't have been that easy, I would barely come home, I didn't even have time for my family and was constantly travelling" you shake your head, all you can think about is the excuses he keeps using to you, it changes nothing, either way he still left and never said a word.
"I hated you for leaving" you reply, letting the tears fall, you spend the rest of the journey in silence mostly because Lando didn't know how to respond to you, you sit there hoping he feels just as hurt as you do. But it almost makes you feel guilty, because you could never hate him, but you can't forgive him either....
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When we we're young ~ Lando Norris
FanfictionY/n and Lando were the best of friends growing up, always staying at each others house. Both of their parents were close too, sharing family holidays and events. One day when you were both 18 you went to tell Lando something... meanwhile he had sto...
