𝑀𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝒽| Hyunjin

9

After the meeting , hyunjin suggested to go celebrate the new project " no need to be formal just be casual let's celebrate and also to clear our minds a bit " he said , " and it's on me " he winked .

We made our way back home " I'm so tired for fuck sake how can our parents manage to work like this everyday " I said while laying on bed , " they got used to it and we will to " there was a moment of silence and then suddenly I found him on top of me I tried to not look panicked " what do u want now hyunjin " I said trying to not look into his eyes , " what did you wa-" before I could finish he brushed his lips into mine I felt him cupping my face and deepen the kiss I was surprised at first the tingling sensation I felt was insane few seconds later I started to kiss back , the kiss became more passionate with each passing moment. Our bodies intertwined, as if they were made to fit perfectly together. It was a moment of pure bliss, where time seemed to stand still. Our connection was electric.

We broke the kiss, I don't knoe how this happened but I loved every second of it , i looked away bcs of the awkward silent idk what to say does he feel the same about me does he like me ?  ," i-im sorry I didn't mean to kiss you " he quickly got off Me I'm confused what does he mean by that " we're bestfriends and this shouldn't happen plz don't get Me wrong " he said rubbing the back of his neck "oh..yeah um it's fine I guess " I laughed it out but deep inside me it hurts , he didn't like our kiss ? He doesn't see me more than a bestfriend well I won't force him into it .

HYUNJIN P.O.V

What did I do she will think I wanna use her or something...I should stop flirting around but she kissed back...well I think it happened  in just a moment of shock...it was a short kiss anyway , " I should go take a shower " I said and she just nodded,  she had no reaction plz don't tell me she's mad at me for doing that but I loved it I'm sorry it felt so good that I wanted to kiss her more , her lips are so sweet so beautiful so soft...

I should stop with all this , look what all the flirting leaded to , I feel like shit my love for her blinded me...I need to ignore her from now on not for her to notice but at least stop the flirting and being touchy and shit , I'll just keep my love for her inside my heart until I get over it .

JI HYE P.O.V
I was laying on bed looking at the ceiling thinking about what hyunjin said to Me , I'm sure he didn't like the kiss I'm sure he felt bad for himself or something , fuck It I hated love anyways from the beginning I hate this I should get over my feelings I should forget about him and go back as being only bestfriends, I'll clear up my mind in the club I'll drink until I can't remember shit and I'll fuck whoever came in my way .

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*my outfit*

*hyunjin's outfit*
(He looks hot in this pic gawddaamn 🛐)