𝑀𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝒽| Hyunjin

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" he's your kid hyunjin , our kid " she whispered , " what?!?" my mind couldn't even process what she said right now , " I know this was unexpected for u to hear but here you go hyunwoo is your kid hyunjin " she started caressing the kid's  head , " are u fucking joking sana ?!" I kinda rised my voice , " don't scream he's asleep ! Come with me " she took my hand and left the room , " do you think I would joke about something like that Jin wtf " she said while closing the door .

I sat on her couch face in my hands , then looked at her " sana this can't happen!he doenst even look like me !" I pointed at myslf , " are u stupid ? Is it always necessary for a child to look like the father ? No ! He's ur kid either u like it or hate it !" She rolled her eyes , " that kid looks old when did u even get pregnant? Where was he all this time I don't understand shit" I'm so confused right now what is this fucking hell I'm in right now .

She sighed , " do you really wanna know ?" She asked , " YES!" , " well remember 3 years ago when I told u that I need to go to Japan bcs my mom was sick? " she spoke and that memory immediately hit my mind " yes and?" I said waiting for her to continue, " I was pregnant that time...I needed to go away bcs I knew that u would get mad if u find out that I was pregnant with your baby " she continued , " and what did you do with him after u gave birth where was he all this time " I asked curious, " he was with eomma I visited them every 6mois to check how is he I couldn't abort him he's my baby " her voice cracked she was about to cry.

" this make no sense sana , we never had unprotected sex ! Are you sure this is mine ?!? U slept around with many mother fuckers what made you think it's mine !" I started yelling I srsly going out of my mind this is a nightmare to me , " SRSLY ?!?FUCK YOU JIN SRSLY FUCK YOU HOW SHOULD I KNOW MAYBE THERE WAS A HOLE IN THE FUCKING CONDOM!" she cried , " JUST WHY ?! Do you know that this will ruin everything for me plz are you sure he's mine there's no way !" I pulled on my hair , " I promise he's yours hyunjin I didn't sleep with anyone but you that time !" She spoke while sobbing.

There was silence all you can hear IS her crying , I don't know what should I do now , how is this even possible and how now ! Life hates me ! I just started dating the love of my life ! How would she react realizing I made someone pregnant and not anyone I made the girl she hates pregnant and HE'S 3 FUCK .

" hyunjin i-" she tried to hold my hand but I pushed her saying " plz leave me the fuck alone u made my life miserable " I feel so anxious so fucked up , " I'm sorry but I had to tell yo-" I cut her off , " WHY NOW! You could've told me the moment u got pregnant we could've found a solution for this shit !" I held her arm so hard that she let out a small groan " hyunjin you're hurting me " she cried , " do you hate me sana ? Why did u keep the baby !wh-" , " eomma..." I stopped when I heard a little boy's voice .

It was hyunwoo, he ran to his mom and hugged her tightly, " eomma why are you crying " he pouted , " no mommy isn't crying  don't worry " she said while wiping her tears away, I didn't say anything as I kept looking at the scene in front of me a part of me really felt bad , hyunwoo is living without a father bcs of me.... I felt like crying idk what's happening to Me , I promised to never let my kids get hurt or alone if I ever decided to have a kid...

" who is this man mommy " he said while hugging his mom tightly, " that's your a-" I cut her saying " I'm hyunjin you're mommy's friend " I gave him a weak smile, " go say hi to him hyunie" she gentaly pushed him toward me and he immediately came hugging me I couldn't push him bcs I was surprised and also he's a kid I can't reject him " hi hyunjin hyung " he said , I looked at sana surprised " it's his way to say hi " she smiled , hyunwoo broke the hug then smiled at me and I couldn't hold back my smile he was so adorable.