silk whispers

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STELLAS POV
"stella get your ass here" i heard gigi yell.
does she really have to yell when she's not even that far from my room? "i'm almost ready"
i yelled back. gigi is my cousin, my day 1. she's already making friends that are 2-5 years older than her. which is the reason why we're going to some big party filled with 19-23 year olds. a party for what? i have no idea, i just want to have fun before school starts. "stella!" "i'm going!"

i quickly grab my purse and my phone and head to the car with gigi. it's almost a 20 minute drive. i text my friends asking if there. i feel my anxiety coming since me, gigi and our friends our the only ones in high school that's gonna be there. everyone else are in like there 20s. what if i end up being alone in some corner? what if i look underdress? gigi seems to sense my anxiety coming up so looks at me once she parks. "your gonna be okay ells, you look gorgeous" she says with a genuine smile. i quickly wipe my frown off my face and hug her. i'm wearing a all black outfit, i'll be fine.

(her outfit)
once we enter the big house filled with people we right away noticed our friends already taking shots. damn, no wonder they haven't answered. i greet them with a hug and get a soda. i'm gonna have to be the sober one so i can drive all of us home. i walk over to the sofa filled with other people maybe like 20 years old. how the hell does gigi know these people? i sit down next to this dude. red head, pale, blue eyes. "hey" he says. it wasn't the weird hey, just a hey to seem friendly. "hi" i say back. "your the sober driver" his eyes land on my soda. "yeah, gotta take one for the team" i say with a light laugh. he laughs too, "me too, now i know i'm not the only one". maybe gigi was right, i am gonna be okay. "are you with anyone by any chance?" some random dude asks approaching us. "im gay" i quickly say trying to brush him off, he smells like a mixture of weed and alcohol. he shrugs and walks the other way. not that i was lying tho, i do only like girls. the red head man looks at me and laughs. "i'm finneas, what's yours?" before i can answer his question  some girl sits nexts for him. she has blue eyes, pale, light freckles and has a baggy outfit on. she looks at me, she probably felt my stare. i quickly look away. she comes to my side to sit next to me. what the fuck do i do?

(i js wanna clarify that yes they are related, some a/n make billie and finneas js friends idk why but anyway keep reading!)

"you like staring at me?" she asks in a flirty tone. i can tell she's tipsy, i can smell the alcohol from her breathe. just the small amount of tipsy tho. the type where you act a little dumb but still remember the next day. she is really attractive. i don't answer,
picking my lips while doing so. she puts her thumb on my lips and says "don't do that it'll fuck up your lips". damn, js her saying that makes me want to do it again just so she can do it again. "um are you and finneas dating?" i ask genuinely hoping they aren't dating. she looks at me and laughs. wth do i do. they both start laughing. "no, that's my brother right there" she says still laughing. now i just feel like a dumbass. once she calms down she looks at me and just sits there. "come here mama" she says while standing up. she goes to the backyard of the big house and sits in a chair. the only chair. i stand there awkwardly wondering what to do. she looks at me then down at her lap. "you gonna sit down or not?". "where?" i ask. "right here on my lap" she says it's so normally like if we done this before. fuck it. i sit on her lap almost straddling her. she puts her hands on my hips keeping me in place. "what's your name?" she says while looking at my eyes then my lips. "stella" almost stuttering. "your pretty stella" she says looking straight at me. i look away, getting nervous. "what's yours?" i ask trying to change the subject. "billie" she says. i then hear my name being called. probably my friend amber. billie looks at me having a curios look on her face. "that your girlfriend?" she asks. "no, just one of my friends, i have to go find them. i'm sorry" i say getting off her lap. i walk away feeling her eyes on me.

did that just happen? i can't wrap my head around it. billie? hm i hope i see her again. i walk into the house trying to find my friends and gigi. i see gigi walking up to me with the rest behind her. " i wanna leave" angie pouts. angie has been my friend since sophomore year. "me too" gigi whines. it's only been 30 minutes but i guess. i grab my purse and take all of them home.

once we drop everyone off it leaves me and gigi alone. we park quickly and quietly trying to be quiet. my mom thinks we just are having a sleep over and i don't know if she's home or not. once we make it inside we head to my room we jump on my bed laying there. "this girl seemed into me" i blurted. gigi sits up and looks at me with wide eyes. i tell her everything. short night but so much for me. we get ready for bed. only 12 more days until our summer break is over. let's hope our senior year is calm and fun.

omg hiiiii!!
this chapter is a bit boring but baby steps. what do you think!?