silk whispers

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⚠️TALKS ABT PHYSICAL ABUSE!!

i can't find my sister, im looking everywhere for her. i hear a loud thud outside, hearing my sisters yells. i run outside to see her boyfriend trying to put her in a choke hold. i quickly go inside to find the taser. once i find i i run out side, quickly putting the taser to his back. i grab my sister and bring her inside. "i'm calling 911" i say while locking the doors. "no!" stacie yells. "please, he was js mad that's all". she looks at me with pleading eyes. "fine but leave him stacie, im not fucking around with you" i say almost raising my voice. before my sister can even reply i then see him at the door with my mother.

i wake up, sweat covering my forehead. ever since that day i've been having night terrors. it comes and it goes. it's been almost 3 years. there's times where im fine for a few months then it comes back. i hear someone approaching my room. "can i come in?" i hear my mom asking. "yeah" i say tired, hoping she doesn't sa- "i think it's time you start therapy again mija" looking at me with those eyes, the eyes that she knows she's right, again. "no mami, im fine. i don't wanna argue about this again". she looks at me with worry in her eyes. "it's been almost 3 years stella, buenas noches. te amo" she says in a serious tone once again. "te amo mas"

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"do you think that drunk party girl goes to our school, like a new girl" gigi says with a mouth full of fries. "nah, i doubt it. she would've start talking to our friends more if she was, and her name is billie" i say trying to clean my room. is gigi gonna help? "i can't believe she just said "your fine as hell" just like that" she says laughing. "she was tipsy, she probably wouldn't have been like that if she was sober" i say defending her. why am i defending her? tomorrow is our first day back to school and i'm honestly not excited at all. "okay tomorrow we have to wake up early, we can't be late like last year" she says. every year before school we always have a sleepover so then for the first day we can get ready together. last year we were late because we didn't get our schedules on time.

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i woken up by gigi playing loud music in my ears. ouch? "wake up" she says with a proud smile on her face. i look at my phone. 6:30, perfect. once we're done getting ready we go to school in a rush since there's traffic. we get to school, i get out of my car hoping to spot cody. he's one of my closest friend from our friend group. we start walking closer to the building waiting for the bell to ring. as i'm walking i spot cody. i run up to him hugging him. me and him are not a thing, we honestly js love hugs and are like best friends.  he also knows im mostly attracted to girls. "ugh, how's are you?" he says separating from me. "im good, something happened a bit ago at this party that i need to tell you" before i can finish my sentence i spot a girl with green roots running to a building holding a bag. no way that's billie. if that is her why isn't she outside like the rest of us? they don't let student in the buildings before the bell. "where's gigi?" i ask looking around. cody point at the direction she's at. is she arguing with a teacher already? for fuck sake. i walk over to her and grab her backpack. "i think i saw billie" i look at her with nervous eyes. why am i getting nervous. "no way stells, do you think you guys have any classes together?" she asks. before i can even answer her question the bell rings. me and cody have our first class together. we tell gigi goodbye and head to class.
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it's now second period . "the new teacher is so fine"  carson says laughing. "new teacher? what new teacher?" i ask genuinely confused. "let me see your schedule angie says. "we both have her for our 3rd period and you have 5 period  with her" she says chewing. "what why?" we never have a teacher twice unless they teach an extra class. turns out she's teaching an extra class. i get a text from gigi.

gigi💋
the new teacher is young.
me
yeah, they've told me. you have her rn?
gigi💋
yeah, i can't wait to see your face when you see her. what period do you have her?
me
next period? wym
gigi💋
get here fast when the bell rings, you'll see. gtg.
me
come back, wdymmm

the fuck? why is she acting weird. the class only has 5 minutes left. i pack my stuff early and wait anxiously. what does she mean? am i just stupid? 3 more minutes. i drink some water. 2 more minutes. i check my social media. 1 more min- the bell rings. i do what i'm supposed to do and rush. i see gigi. "is it a teacher who barks or what?" i ask confused. i walk into class gigi still behind me even tho she's gonna be late. i see on the desk "ms. eilish". i then see billie. aint no way she's the fucking teacher. i look back at gigi with wide eyes. "bye bye now" she says laughing. what the actual fuck? she hasn't even noticed me. more student enter the class. some later then others since today is the first day. once i sit down she looks at me.

i can see she's as shocked as i am. we make eye contact and she quickly looks away. the bell rings. which means the class has started. how am i gonna be here for the next hour with the girl who called me fine at the party who is also my teacher? she struggles to speak still surprised. "i'm your new teacher, ms eilish" she says.
fml.

(a/n) hii, someone actually read my last 2 parts out?! i was honestly surprised. but what do you think of this chapterrr??