silk whispers

9

its been a week since what happened and lets just say its been awkward with billie, well mostly I've been the one awkward.

she tried talking to me twice and I've done nothing but avoid her, even my friends have been asking why I've been weird. Honestly after my talk with finneas I've been on the edge, what does she have to sort out? why can't I handle it? Anyways Im gonna put this to rest and just leave it behind, it probably isn't anything serious.

it was now 3rd period and I was again nervous to see her. its Friday so one more day and i'll have two days to recover and recharge.

I walk in the class to see a sub, oh? I guess she wanted that three day weekend. it still made me wonder why she's not here, even worried. I sat my self down next to Angie and saw her getting out bags of chips and a blanket. ''we are gonna watch a movie and chill for this period, you never know when we are gonna get another sub again'' she explains. she has a point, teachers here never miss school and its rare when we have a sub.

I grab my phone and decide to text billie, I was still worried.

me

wya?

billie

now your not avoiding me?

me

cmon don't be like that, and im sorry. I just been on the edge lately.

billie

what's wrong love?

me

just stressed over school, nothing serious

billie

wanna ditch? I can meet you outside and we can get away for a bit?

me

yes, can you come when this period ends?

billie

yeah, ill text you when im there.

I didn't wanna tell her about what her brother said incase its something personal. the rest of the period went by smoothly and walked my way outside and waited for billie.

I see her car and man every time I see her in that beautiful car I can't control my self.

I get in and she immediately drives off not wanting to risk getting us caught. ''hey'' she interrupts the silence. ''hi'' I barely managed to get out. she's wearing an all black outfit with some silver jewelry to compliment it and its making me feel some type of way.

"you look good'' I say, "thank you'' she whispers. I turn to look at her and see that her face is a shade of red. ''why didn't you come today?'' I ask. ''had to figure things out'' she keeps her eyes on the road. what she said makes me wonder if it has to do with what finneas was talking about. she pulls over and looks at me. ''whats wrong? tell me the truth this time because I know your not avoiding me because of your stressed cause of school'' she spat.

I avoid her gaze, afraid I might crack. "is it when we had our thing?" she asks. I nod because it is partially cause of that.

"look at me'' she says. she comes a bit forward and places her hand to my jaw and stares at my lip, rubs her thumb on my lips. "can I kiss you?" she asks. I nod and our lips connect.

she pulls back and stares at me before she kisses me again, this time more sure and less afraid. she places her free hand on my waist and pulls me over to her side, making me straddle her. I tug her hair a bit and let out a small moan when she slips her tongue.

we hear a random growl and separate and sit there in silence. When it happens again we realize it came from my stomach. Im so embarrassed.

"baby don't be embarrassed, lets go eat" she grins. she probably saw my red face, I get off her lap and sit back in my seat. "what do you wanna eat?" she asks. I think but I really don't know, I look to her and see that she was waiting for my response. she starts driving but I don't know where we are going. After 5 minutes we pull up to her house, I always forget how big it is.

"im gonna cook, I hope your not picky" she says opening her door. she comes on my side and opens my door.

"ur home is so beautiful " I compliment. "people say its too big for me since I live here alone" she states. she opens her door and lets me go in first. lets just say I just fell even more harder for her.

she goes in and immediately starts working at it. she pulls out everything she's gonna need and starts washing her hands, thank goodness she's not nasty. She starts putting water to boil and puts a handful of potatoes to wash, she gets a variety of seasonings, heavy cream out and the rest I really don't know.

"you can go watch tv, ill be in here for quite a bit" she says looking at me while cutting potatoes. how does she not cut her self?

after about 35 minutes I start smelling a delicious scent, I make my way over to the kitchen and see that she's serving. "I was just about to call you" she mouths me since she's on the phone. I sit down and see that she made baked potato soup. my favorite, I wonder if she knew.

"ok, bye" she says. "who were you on the phone with?" I ask hoping that I don't sound jealous. "my brother, he wanted some phone numbers for something he's working on" she sighs. "your soup is amazing" I chew, it really is so good. "thank you baby, I learned to make that not long ago" she says already finishing her bowl. I finish mine right after her and go to wash my dish. when Im done I truth to see billie in the corner doing something I can't see, I take my opportunity to go scare her. I slowly creep up on her and yell boo, she turns around coughing. oh

"you smoke?" I ask tho I can clearly see her pen in her hand. "yeah, rarely tho" she hesitated. "can I have some?" I ask. she nods and I take a hit, I exhale and cough a little.

we walk to her living room and she puts on big mouth, we get blankets, pillows you know getting comfortable. "can I lay with you?" I hesitated. she gives me a soft smile and a nod and continue watching tv.

this chapter is boring but I wanted to make a cute chapter of them just being cuties!! im currently writing another book which i'll start posting the chapters soon!! the book isn't a fan fiction BUT I am think of also writing another billie fanfic after this one!!

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