Chapter 23

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SKY'S POV :

I was lying in my bed tonight....I decided to sort everything out.

harry makes me wanna get up every day to hang out with him and makes me wanna look at him all day.

His beautiful green orbs and his punk full heart shaped lips, his curly chocolaty brown curls that I just wanna tangle my fingers in them and run my fingers through them.

His tall frame that I wanna cuddle up to and feel safe in his arms.

Smell his men scent all the time I am around him.

And comfort him when he is hurt or sad, or congratulate him when something good happens.

Wanna tell him how much he means to me and that I will never let him down.

Wanna know what he is hiding. ...wanna know his darkest secrets and know about his past.

But he won't let me! He has walls around him that prevents anyone to get in except who he allows.

And apparently he won't allow me...

Why does he hate girls so much?

Why is he so mysterious?
Why is he so careless?
Why is he so heartless?

These questions aren't answered.

But I am sure of one thing.

I like Harry.

HARRY'S POV :

'You are a stupid useless jerk'
'Nevermind'
'I can't believe you'
'You were using me'

Sky's sentences kept hunting me that night.

I didn't mean to say that I used her.

Cause truth is that I didn't use her.

She was my best friend, but I didn't tell her everything about me...by 'everything' I mean the previous years like from '16 to now' and I don't know what to do...

Why do I keep looking at her and then kiss her randomly?

Why do I find her brown eyes beautiful?

Why is her blond hair always make me wanna touch it?

Why is this complicated?

Maybe you would think I am falling for sky but, i am not.

Why?

Because all girls are the same.

Stupid,mean,evil,heartbreakers, players.

I hate them....but sky is different.

No, you thought Rebecca was different too.

My subconscious speaks and I frown at her cursed name.

She was my Love....at least that's why I thought.

She was my everything....I loved her with all my heart.

I was ready to sacrifice my life for her in a. Heartbeat.

I cared about her more than anyone.

I thought we knew what 'Forever and ever' meant.

I thought we were gonna be forever.

I thought we were gonna last.

I thought she was the one.

I thought she was my Forever.

But turned out what?

She was my Heartbreaker.

The one girl I Loved with my everything..broke me..used me..ruined me.

She broke me to pieces.

She used my heart while I was blinded by her fake love.

She ruined me.

I was a mess, I am a mess.

The problem is...i still miss her sometimes.

I-i think I still love her...

No I don't....i have moved on.

I wish I had completely moved on....she still hunts me...everyday.

Her beautiful Brown wavy hair.

Her beautiful blue piercing eyes.

Her white toothed smile.

Her angelic laugh.

Just Her.

I don't think i will ever have a love Life.

I don't believe in love anymore. ..when I thought  love was as charming as fairytales.

I was proved wrong.

'Love' is:

A Hoax.

A stupid Lie.

A Life ruiner.

A pain.

A thief.

A poison.

And I don't plan on falling in 'Love' anytime soon.

I am too broken to do.

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So here I gave you a little hint of Harry's past.

Hehe Sky likes hazza.

Hazza is still affected by Rebecca.

Who is Rebecca?  Hehe no you are not gonna know who now...wait PATIENCE PEOPLE!
BYEEE XOXO XOXO

Be ready for chapter 25. chapter 24 will be a filler .




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