I wanna be yours? (king Kenny)

The fight pt1

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Ella's pov: Layla was passed out and Kenny's wallet was in my hand. I just kept looking at it. If I never picked this god damn wallet none of this would've happened.
I opened it seeing one of Kenny's pictures fall out.
I held it in my hand and there it was that gut wrenching feeling I had any time I saw those eyes.
For those moments nothing mattered I just stared at him his face his features his smile.
God please take these feelings away I cant do this anymore.

The worst feeling is when you don't wanna give up on Someone but you know you have to.

Then I did the most dumbest decision.
I turned on the tv and went on the beta squad channel and started watching the first video I saw. My eyes only fixed on Kenny. If only I saw that face everyday I would never complain.
But I know he doesn't feel the same.

So how the fuck do I stop this? I turnt of the tv throwing my head in my hands.
𝙞 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣𝙩 𝙢𝙚𝙖𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙞 𝙙𝙞𝙙. 𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙞 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣𝙩 𝙢𝙚𝙖𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙞𝙙.

I woke up on the couch feeling like absolute shit. My whole body ached as I got up layla was still asleep so I decided to make both of us breakfast.
I opened my phone seeing the date. How could I forget it was kennys big day.
"Ellaaa" layla said while stumbling over to me.

"Your still hungover?"
"Niko said he will pick us up soon". She said regaining balance.
Niko cant See Layla Like this.
"Eat quick then we need to get fucking ready".
"Yes sir".

I was doing laylas makeup as she was still a bit drowsy but better than before.
"I cant let niko see me fucked up like thiss".
"He wont, all he will see is layla McCoy looking like she came from a Victoria secret fashion show". I Said adding final touches to her face.
"Would verconica be doing this right now?". I Said sarcastically.
"You know what yes and she would've done a better job". She said jokingly back.
"Oh now you crossed the line". I picked up the Make-up brush to her throat.
"Okay Im sorry". She said putting her hands up.

Then there was a knock on the door.
I went to open it seeing Niko standing there with his warm smile that never felt fake.
"You guys ready?, we can wait longer if you want I don't mind". He said as he heard Layla rushing in the background.
"What do you mean by we?".
"Oh yea I brought Kenny with me Just decided to escort him for his big fight yk". He said still in his happy mood.
I knew this day was about Kenny but did I know he was going to be in the same car?
Not really no.

"You can wait in the car I'll help layla". He said walking in while giving me his keys.
I didnt know what else to say I stopped listening after hearing Kenny's name.
What else was I supposed to do stand there while him and Layla are flirting or go in a car with a guy who says he likes me but kissed his ex.
Option 2 sounds better.

As i was getting closer to the car I saw Kenny sitting down with his head in his hands.
I've never seen him so stressed. I guess this boxing thing does mean a lot to him.
I opened the door and he instantly got up and sat straight.
No one said anything Kenny kept fidgeting his leg bouncing every second.
I didn't wanna look at him but despite everything I still cared about this boy and seeing him so stressed made me upset.

I couldn't help it I needed to look at him fully then I saw his knuckles.
Bright red looked like he punched a brick wall.
But his fight hasn't even started so why are his knuckles so red .
He noticed me staring as I was making it quite obvious and he hid his hands.

"What was that?". I Said Breaking the silence after god knows how long.
"What?".
"You know your bad lair".
Then I saw him smile, that's all I needed.
Just knowing he's happy now made me feel complete.
"Can we talk after my fight?". He said looking down like a child who is getting punished by his mum.
This is the other reason why I liked him so much it doesnt matter how tough he thinks he is he will always act like a lost puppy.

"I'll only talk to you when you tell me what happened?".
"And I thought I was possessive".
"Kenny I'm being serious". I Said more worried than before.
He sensed I was getting worried and turnt his face to look at me.

Even though we talked yesterday it felt like I haven't seen those eyes in so long.
"I'll tell you after my fight". He said staring at me with so much guilt.
I didnt know what else to say my mind telling me to just fuck everything and lean in.

But then two crackheads bursted in aka layla and niko.
"GUESS WHOS GONNA WIN". Niko shouted.
"KENNY IS". Layla shouted back
Its so crazy how alike they are.
They both sat in the front gassing up Kenny when Layla noticed us sitting next to each other.
She looked at me asking if I wanna switch seats but I shook my head In a weird way I loved the tension between me and Kenny.

We were almost there and Niko and Layla wouldn't shut up for one second leaving me and Kenny in agonizing silence.
There was So much I wanted to say but every time I tried I suddenly forgot how to speak English.

Kenny does this thing were he tries everything to look strong and not look weak I don't know why It's like he's scared to look vulnerable.

We finally arrived as layla and Niko rushed out the car like little kids who arrived at Disney Land I wanted to atleast say one thing to Kenny.

"Trust me whatever happens your gonna do great". I Said then quickly started opening the door realizing how weird I sound.
"You think your gonna leave after saying that?". He said closing the door.
"And you call me possessive?".
"Ella I wanted to tell you after my fight but I don't care anymore". Before he could say one more thing there was a girl banging on the window.

Not just any girl.
It was that bitch veronica.

Side note: IM SO SORRY I GHOSTED YALL I PROMISE I WILL BE SO MUCH MORE CONSISTENT THIS ISNT THE BEST IVE EVER WRITTEN BUT I HOPE U LIKE IT ALSO THANK U SM FOR PPL WHO COMMENTED I LOVE YOU AND DID THIS FOR U GUYS<3333
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