jeongin: what?, tell me. my life cant get any worse then this.
jisung: d-dad..he p-passed away two days ago.
jeongins heart sunk down, he wanted to lose it and break down but he couldn't, his body wouldn't let him.
jeongin: okay.
he said coldly which sorta made jisung angry.
jisung; okay?!? dad died jeongin! why aren't you crying or something!?
jeongin: thats so sad he died.
he again said coldly, but on the inside he was crying and going insane. his dad passed away. he was completely breaking down on the inside but couldn't show it. "these damns pills are messing everything up." he thought to himself.
jisung: s-so sad?!. WHY ARE YOU BEING LIKE THIS?!
jeongin: like what?.
minho: ji calm down
jisung: HOW COULD YOU JUST SIT HERE AND NOT SHOW ANY EMOTION TO HEARING THAT YOUR DAD IS DEAD.
jeongin: because i dont care.
he did care tho, he cared with all his heart.
jeongin: he left us. why would i care for him anymore!. HES THE REASON MY MOTHER HATES ME! HES PRACTICALLY THE REASON IM IN HERE SO FUCK HI-
before jeongin could finish jisung slapped him across the face hard, which shocked everyone including jisung himself.
jisung: i.n- i-im sorry i dont know what happened i-i.
jeongin just teared up before getting up and looking at jisung in the eyes.
jeongin: i-i hate you!
he said before running out the visiting room and down the hall back to his room.
jisung: JEONGIN! I-IM SORRY!.
he said slowly breaking down, minho quickly then pulled jisung in a hug
minho: shh, its okay sungie.
jisung: h-he hates me!
minho: he doesnt, hes just upset. thats all..dont take it to heart. hes just hurt love.
-in jeongins room.
-jeongins pov
once i got back to my room i broke down crying, everything was going terribly wrong ever since changbin left, my mental health just went completely down, im on antidepressants, my dad passed, jisung hit me..im mean truthfully what the fuck!!. i cant keep doing this bullshit! these damn pills and my dad..my dad fucking died!, god what the fuck is going on..why cant i just be happy again?..why cant my mom love me again?..why cant changbin come back in here with me.
end of jeongins pov-
jeongin cried and cried harder hugging his pillow, hearing his dad passed away just broke everything in him completely. his dad was a reason for him to still be alive but he just lost him..he lost a reason to keep going,
jeongin: e-everything is fall apart..i hate this..so fucking much!. i need to get out of here soon..otherwise ill end up dead.
he said before getting up and laying down again to sleep. thats all he does. is sleep everyday it helps with the pain. if your sleeping you wont feel the pain your feeling. a few weeks have passed, its getting closer to the end of the month and jeongin couldn't be more relived, changbin, hyunjin, minho or jisung havent came to visit him, apart of him doesn't care but deep down he does care, and he misses everyone.
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the boy next door. -sadly discontinued.-
Fiksi Penggemarwhat happeneds when a boy who's sad and just needs someone to talk to meets a boy who just wants to be loved and feel wanted meet?. they both fall in love with one another and do whatever it takes to be together. -smut maybe????
