𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐋 - 𝐁.𝐄

𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍

-kiara's pov-

(little twist <3)

...

honestly, after that whole shit with kaia and billie i don't know where i stand with this situation. i made up with kaia and everything but billie...

we haven't spoken to each other and it's been about a week. we left washington and now we're in dallas, texas for the next few days on tour.

"hey, uh, bil. can i talk to you a minute?" i ask as i play with my nails while standing outside her and kaia's room.

"sure.." she says hesitantly, getting up from her bed and walking over to me.

"was just wondering if you'd maybe wanna go grab lunch with me and talk a little?" i ask, looking up at her through my lashes.

i never realized how much taller than me billie is..

yes, i know she's only 5'3. i am 4'11.

"yeah, i'm cool wit that." she says and i nod. "cafe or actual food?" i ask.

"i'm cool with a croissant or something from the cafe." she smiles and i nod again.

"alright.. just lemme do my hair i look like a rat." i say and she giggles. her giggle is kinda cute.

i do my hair and i walk into the room.

"be back in a bit, kaia." i say, winking at her so she catches the hint.

last week, kaia had told me to take billie out and tell her how i feel about the whole situation with her cheating and all that bullshit. so now i'm doing it.

me and billie leave and the walk to her car outside the hotel building is silent... but not an awkward silence. a good one. which is weird.

we get in her car and she starts it. the drive is silent till she hands me a wire.

"play some music.. i trust you enough." she says and i laugh softly. she acts as if the aux is a godforsaken object that can only be used on rare occasion.

i plug my phone in and start to blast ocean eyes just to tease her, laughing loudly immediately.

"TURN THAT SHIT OFF." she shouts and i die of laughter.

"HELP I'M SORRY THAT WAS FUCKING FUNNY." i shout, holding my stomach while literally fucking wheezing.

i open my phone and through my tears, somehow start playing kehlani.

i calm down and look over to see billie side eyeing me and somewhat smirking while chuckling.

"eyes on the road, eilish." i say, raising an eyebrow and nudging her side teasingly.

she rolls her eyes playfully and starts nodding her head, vibing to kehlani.

we get to the cafe and grab a table.

the paparazzi starts.

"billie!! oh my god you're my idol can i get a picture?!?!" one of fifteen girls asks. they're literally lined up.

after everyone in the fucking cafe gets a picture with billie we order our stuff and wait.

"so, you wanted to talk to me?" billie breaks the silence.

"oh- yeah, sorry paparazzi threw me off a lil." i chuckled.

"all good, love." she says lowly, looking into my eyes.

her eyes are fucking intimidating, i've always thought that.

"i just.. wanted to.. i guess, address shit? like. fuck, i don't know how to explain. uh, i guess the shit i've been seeing and how it's being handled." i start, as i begin to grow nervous at the eye contact she's making.

"what do you mean?" she tilts her head and licks her lips.

why does she look kinda..

stop.

"just.. you've cheated on kaia twice. this is a known fact. however, i feel like you haven't been held accountable for your actions. like.. you just go and apologize and expect kaia to accept and take you back and the crazy shit is.. she does. and y'all just never speak of it again. that's kinda crazy. i just- i say all this to say, my trust for you is real low right now, billie. and i don't like how you're fuckin wit my girl's feelings." i rant, looking at the table cause i cannot stand the way she's staring at me with those pretty blue eyes- fuck, i mean her eyes.

"i know. i know and i'm so sorry. i really do love kaia and i don't wanna hurt her anymore. but in my last relationship, it wasn't the easiest and the shit that i do now is the shit i was used to in my last relationship. it's hard to break habit that fast. but i am working on it i swear." she frowns, playing with her rings.

poor baby, she's so clearly nervous.

what? i don't care if she's nervous i need to tell her how it is.

"mhm, and if i see some shit again, whatever friendship we've ever had, whatever trust i've ever had for you will be completely lost. that's a fucking promise." i threaten in a stern tone and she licks her lips again.

"calm down, mama. you getting all crazy we're outside. i get why you're upset and i promise i'm gonna do better.." she says, grabbing my hand and caressing it.

my heart melts at the gesture, her tone and the pet name.

why...

our order comes and i add the creamer to my coffee and get very upset when i realize it's not as light as i like it.

"fucking hell, i need more cream." i say angrily under my breath.

"ay! ayo! lemme get more cream over here!!" billie shouts to the waitress. how did she even hear me?!?!

"thanks bil.." i smile and she nods her head.

"i gotchu baby."

why is she talking like this.. and why am i getting- no.

i cross my legs under the table, avoiding all eye contact with billie as we eat.

i fix my coffee and start to eat my bacon, egg, and cheese while she eats avocado toast with orange juice. she can be such a kid at times, it's cute.

we finish eating and as i go to pay for the bill, billie grabs my wrist.

"nuh-uh." she furrows her eyebrows before handing her card to the cashier.

"billie." i whine.

"what? lemme pay for lunch with the pretty lady.." she flirts and i blush.

we make our way out to the car and i start to play music again.

i rest my hand on the small middle part between our seats and she rests her hand on mine.

her hand is so warm but so tiny and cute.

as we pull up to the building, she looks at me.

"ki.. can i just say, this lunch was honestly amazing. we should do this a lot more often. i really loved it." she smiles and i blush.

"of course bil.. i enjoyed it too." i reply in a flustered tone.

she reaches her hand up and places it on my jaw, rubbing my cheek with her thumb while staring into my eyes.

her eyes dart down to my lips and i lick them.

she licks her lips before she leans in.

next thing i know we're kissing.

...

writing this honestly pissed me the fuck off. so sorry. love you guys. <3