In the mood for sadness (oneshots)

I wish Ive told you sooner.

Taglish!! (tagalog english)

Where Zhan loved Yibo ever since they were in kindegarten. But Yibo never really felt the same. 

Many years later.

Yibo became a detective.

And Zhan became a doctor.

But then Zhan was diagnosed with blood cancer. It was still curable but He had to travel to America to get treatment since his blood type is very rare its AB negative. His blood was slowly getting infected. He was slowly dying. He never told Yibo. Soon he was flying to America. He doesnt know if he was going to live or not. But before leaving his only regret was not confessing his loved for Yibo. 

(Not a red flag story)

Xiao Zhan's pov:

(Past Xiao Zhan. Kindergarten)

Yibo's so handsome. I was also thinking of confessing but, Im too shy to confess my love. He might not like me back and ruin the friendship. 

So I sucked it up.

(Past Xiao Zhan. Grade School) 

"Omg Pogi ni Yibo today!!!" I thought

 I heard a soft groan beside me. It was Yibo. I smiled warmly at him and asked what was wrong and he responded

"I just heard Cheng and Ziyi are together, Zhan. Ive liked Ziyi allot! Im just a lil sad" the latter spoke with a broken heart. 

My smile went a lil down 

"I like you Yibo, Why cant you love me back and be happy with me?" I wanted to tell him this. But, I told him to cheer up and He will find somebody better. 

(Past Xiao Zhan. JHS)

I looked for Yibo and found him with a girl in an empty classroom.

 "Yibo, I love you so much. Everytime I see you my heart beats the fastest. You never fail to make me happy everyday. I wish you love." The words I heard a girl confess to Yibo.

Yibo kissed the girl.

I was hurt.

"My breaking heart and I agree.. You and I could never be." I thought 

I left biting my lips trying not to cry.  

(Xiao Zhan Senior High)

"Tanginaaa Yibo!! ilang minuto nalang mag gragraduate na din tayo!" I told Yibo with a very bright smile. 

Yibo smiled back at me.

"Ang bilis ng oras. Parang kelan lang kitang kinakagat sa kamay nung bata" Tumawa ng malakas si Yibo. 

Napatawa din ako kasi naalala ko na mahilig mangagat si Yibo dati. Parang aso! HAHAHAHA. 

(Xiao Zhan College)

Yibo Met some girl.. tangina sakit! Pero im happy for him. I thought 

I felt quite dizzy. 

But akala ko galing sa puyat at stress kaya di ko nalang pinansin. 

Next thing I know.

Nagising ako sa hospital.

Sabi ng doctor sakin. May possibility daw magka cancer ako. Pero hindi pa daw confirmed kung magkaka cancer ako. 

Ano daw? 

May chance akong magka cancer? Teka lang di pa ako nakakaconfess!

The doctor told me to take this medicine he prescribed and come by every month to check. I agreed and went back home.