'Sympathy'

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"Bakugo, we're worried about you." 

'A few voices said on the other side of the door. Instead of getting up I just ignored them and laid in my bed. It had been weeks since I had showed up to the last lesson. I must've been a pathetic freak to them or something, After the incident with the league I couldn't get my head straight. I don't know what's wrong with me, but what I did know is I wasn't the old Bakugo everyone knew, Instead I was a pathetic weirdo that everyone took fake empathy for. I couldn't get through my head on why everyone even had the empathy in the first place, but what I did know is that I hate it. I hate people having sympathy on me, and I especially hate them looking down on me as if I was a pathetic stupid baby like Deku.'-

Soon I found myself getting interrupted with my thoughts as my alarm clock began to ring a dreading noise that I hate, had the times already switched? How was it the next day? I guess I had been so caught up in my thoughts that I hadn't noticed the fast time change.

My phone began to buzz and buzz with. 'Are you coming to class today?' From the people who acted as if they were my friends, all I could do was leave them on read because in general I knew I wasn't going to go. Last time I had tried to go I had a panic attack as I was reminded of the villains with some of the topics they went over. I wasn't going to let that happen again, I wasn't gonna let people see me so reliant.

My phone then began to ring, which I had suprising picked it up.

"...Katsuki, stop fucking around and get to class, you're making people worry about your pathetic ass! Stop being a baby and get over it! No son of mine is going to act that way, you're such a attention seeker!" I heard my moms voice coming from the other line, and what I did do after that was hang up. I wasn't dealing with her today.

I did agree that I should be stronger but how was I attention seeking? I didn't go to anyone with my problems. Infact it's everyone's fault for sympathizing over me, I never asked them to do so. I then found myself getting a little upset, so before I could let it pile on, I just decided maybe a glass of orange juice could help.

I got up and changed into a white tank top with grey sweatpants and grabbed my phone before walking out of my dorm. Thankfully no one was out there so I was safe to go without being bombarded with questions.

I then walked into the cafe, everyone must've been in class or something because the only person I saw in there was Mr. Yamada, which he stared at me with concern, this wasn't new as everyone had been doing it, even Mr. Aizawa was, and it took a lot for him to care or notice things.

I went to the vending machine and got a granola bar before going to the drink machine and getting orange juice. I then went on my way to go back to my dorm before I was poked at, I immediately tensed up and dropped my drink.

"Shit..Bakugo, everyone's worried about you." Mr. Yamada said before taking a few wipes out of his pocket and cleaning up the spill.

"I'm fucking fine, can you guys stop?" I'd snap. "You're all so fucking annoying, just leave me the hell alone!" I normally didn't get this angry but everything was building up. I was then stopped by the other hugging me.

"It's okay buddy." He'd say, continuing to hug me as he patted my back. Everything then went black.

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First chapter was genuinely not that interesting and pretty short, I will admit that but it was necessary so you guys can see how Bakugo has been feeling recently and so you can see how it all adds up.

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