(WENCLAIR) Innocence and Destruction

please don't go

*TW MENTIONS OF SH AND SA*

Wednesday's POV-

I pull up to nevermore once again dreading being back, i hate being here more than i hate being at home the only "bright" side of this horrid place is my roommate Enid, i have grown quite fond of her joyless bubbly self after Xavier got me the noise box before we left me and Enid have been texting over the break I'm brought out of my thought's as we come to a halt and lurch opens the door

"Thank you lurch" I say stepping out of the SUV

He grabs my bags as i walk up the steps to nevermore

Enid's POV-

I'm stuck in my mind as i lay on my bed curled up in a ball my thoughts being broken by the door opening and the clanking of boots walking to Wednesdays side of the room i can tell by the foot pattern its the small girl i hid my face under the covers to hide my puffy eyes

"Enid" i hear the smaller girl say my head shoots over to her side of the room as i give my best poker face

"Hey Weds" I sit up as i walk over to the tape in the middle of the room

Wednesday is sitting in her chair at her desk fixing up her side of the room and cleaning her typewriter i seem to be in a trance as i come out of it with fingers snapping in my face realizing i'm seconds away from losing my sanity when i see Wednesday is now inches away from my face my face turns bright red as i turn my head to hide the blush

"Enid you crossed the tape" she taps her foot in disapproval

"right sorry Wednesday" i step back now flustered and walk to my side of the room

I look over quickly when i hear the door open as Wednesday is about to walk out

"where are you going?"

"for a walk" and with that the dark haired girl is gone

i lock the door and head to the bathroom i look at the mirror in disgust ever since the Hyde i keep my hair a certain way covering my scars my face disgusts me i disgust me i go through the small pink bag Wednesday got me at Uriah's Heap and pull out a sharp blade and sit on the edge of the tub everyday since the night i almost lost Wednesday i cut until the mind rattling thoughts subside which usually work i look at the fresh cuts on my thigh and close my eyes as tears stream down my face all i can think about is Wednesday her black hair her cold skin the look in her eyes when we hugged at the gates of nevermore that night i sob loudly knowing no one would hear me due to my parents not picking me up after the attack i stayed here there is still a little over a week until everyone returns but i didn't dare tell the small girl knowing she would be brawling with my mother by said days end, i'm brought out of my thoughts yet again as i hear tapping on the floor i look over to see thing scurrying around the room as if he is looking for something i am quick to put the blade back in its place and walk out of the bathroom

"HI THING" i rush over as he scurries to me

"what's wrong have you lost something" i giggle feeling happy to see him once again

'My hand lotion i cant find it anywhere'

i smile and walk to my side of the room grabbing a small bag and pulling out his favorite lotion

"i bought you a new one knowing Wednesday would probably only pack for herself" he jumps around in joy as i hand it to him and he quickly goes under the smaller girls bed

i walk to my closet and pull out a pair of brightly colored sweat pants and a light pink sweater and slip them both over the clothes i'm already wearing walking out of the closet to my bed i lay down and pull the covers over me and closing my eyes before i know it i fall asleep listening to the sound of the rain outside