(WENCLAIR) Innocence and Destruction

Awake?

Wednesdays POV-

whats going on i look around my eyes still foggy unsure of my surroundings i hear a very distant voice it....it sounds like Enid..."E- Enid-" i'm still trying to refocus my vision where am i? the immediate pressure i feel in my ribs hit me like a brick 

"Wens- omg Wednesday" my eyes finally adjusted only to find my self in a very disturbing room with lights everywhere white walls white sheets white floor...white bed i struggle to reach my hand up to my head wincing in pain

"No no just rest my love" i shake my head "W-why am i-...here" i don't understand why i'm in a hospital room as i try and move i feel Enid gently push me by my chest back down the tears welling in her eyes catch my attention momentarily distracting me from the pain "Wens i- i'm so sorry i didn't- " she paused for about 10 seconds and my heart starts racing i can feel my head getting groggy and Enid tightly squeeze my hand i can only assume its the drugs pumping in me i can faintly make out an "i love you" and everything goes black

Enid's POV-

i would give anything to have just stayed in the room if i wouldn't have left her alone none of this would have happened "Wens i- i'm so sorry i didn't- " i try taking a moment to control my emotions when i notice her slowly closing her eyes i'm so scared to say goodnight i don't want to say goodbye even if it is just for a while so instead i say a simple i love you and cradle beside her trying my best not to touch her to much i'm terrified she will wake up to think i'm her father my tears dry although i can feel them there ready to come out it seems I've run out of tears to cry at the moment the pounding in my head is only getting louder and louder when i hear a very slight knock i look up to see Morticia at the door with a small yet painful smile 

"hows my raven" i can only nod as she lets out an exasperating sigh and gives a very motherly smile "would you like this off" she puts her hand on the light switch and i give a final nod closing my eyes i wake up to arguing but keep my eyes closed 

"That's your daughter in there Gomez laying in that hospital bed she has been suicidal for god only knows how long and you act like you don't even care you couldn't even be by her side while she was dying in a coma" i try my best not to listen but it continues on for about 3 more minutes and i hear the thump of a phone being slung across the hallway outside suddenly i hear Wednesday's heart rapidly beating

"Wens?" she gives a shuttered breath and i feel her muscles clench i roll towards her caressing my hand on her head assuring she knows it's me "H-hey pup" chokes out i just lean down kissing her cheek it breaks every inch of my heart seeing her like this the doctors had came in telling Morticia while i was half asleep that she wont remember what happened for about two days but her not knowing she did it...or why she is in a hospital bed is probably hurting her more 

"Wednesday love- can you hear me" she just shakes her head letting me know she is listening 

"is it ok if i hold you" i just feel so scared to touch her "please" i didn't hesitate i scooched closer being mindful of her injuries and rested my head on her chest i can feel her softly wheezing in her throat like she is having trouble breathing still

"baby are you alright" she gave a chuckle and a mhm before long she went back under into a sleep i can only describe as heartwarming being as she did so with arms wrapped around me the best she could with broken ribs anyway i closed my eyes again hopeful to wake to her beautiful timber brown eyes

i'm awoken yet again by the rapid sound of her heart monitor going off i quickly sat up with Wednesday clenched to me sweat covering her body "wens baby breathe mort- MORTICIA SOMEONE PLEASE!!!" her breathing picks up more as she reaches for her ribs shit i lift her shirt but i get abruptly cut off by her hand and her looking at me with wide eyes i'm afraid i may have scared her but i need to be sure she is ok i quickly run to turn on the lights when i look back at her i realize we are no longer in the hospital but...in her room but she is nowhere to be seen that is until i hear the slight sound of the wind banging her balcony doors i run to the door "Wens" when i step out i see Wednesday standing on the balcony "baby step down please" i try my best to hold back chocked tears as i step closer to the girl "not another step" her voice is broken and shaky "please" i reach for her hand "I SAID NOT ANOTHER STEP" i cant lose her no "no NO NO WEDS-" i lunge forward and the last thing i see is Wednesday's bloody body lying on the ground beneath the balcony i hear my name faintly like its just a far off whisper in the wind 

Enid...E-"ENID" i feel hands holding me tight as my eyes open i'm met with Wednesday in tears curled up beside me and Mrs. Addams standing above me with a concerned look while trying to keep Wednesday calm "Enid dear please breathe" its so hard to breathe i cant "i- i can..t i cant" i zone out hearing only Wednesdays cries i feel hands on me my body feels like its floating images of my girlfriends lifeless body just laying there flash through my head i'm quickly snapped out of it with the sudden realization "wens" looking in her eyes was the only thing it took for me to see what i've caused "your ok hey look at me E. ok"  Yoko? 

Yoko's POV-

when i walk in the door i see a very panicked Morticia and Enid thrashing around on Wednesday's hospital bed "your ok hey look at me E. ok" i rush over to her snapping my fingers in her face "inhaler i need an inhaler NOW!?" i remember her mentioning asthma a few months back when she is in a panicked state as Morticia leaves assuming for an inhaler i notice Wednesday in shock hysterically crying beside the wolf "Wednesday i need you to calm down its ok" i put my hand on her arm trying keep them both breathing properly is hard enough 

"WEDNESDAY NO" what is she talking about "E. Wednesday is fine look at me" this is getting me no where "Wednesday talk to her i cant do this alone" as i say that Morticia is back with a bag digging through it "here take it" she throws a red inhaler to me i immediately shove it in Enid's mouth laying her on her back "get her hands above her head" one puff in and i shake it two puffs "breathe are you with us?" i get a shaky nod as Wednesday is still sobbing and Morticia is holding her arms up i notice her breath intake is slowing that's good 

"I- i'm sorry" 

"why hun you did nothing i just need you to calm down what happened" she stares at Wednesday and i feel bad i can only imagine what both of them are going through they just need rest and time among other things the seer has yet to calm down and i can see the pain in Enid's eyes as she stares at Wednesday 

"it cant be helped E she is going through things no one should have to deal with" i put my hand on her shoulder "i know" she gives me a sad look and just glances at Wednesday slowly going to sleep or so it seemed a smile flickered on my face when i see their hands interlock and Wednesday pull Enid beside her not saying a word just wrapping her arms around her and burring her face into Enid's neck i don't know why all of a sudden i just feel the overwhelming need to protect them as if my own children which i very much do not have but the feeling is there the immense respect i have grown for the young Addams is something i cannot put into words

just knowing how off put and strong she has had to be and looking back to how emotionless she was at school gives a lot to why she acts the way she does the walls she put up where there and for good reason i'm just happy Enid was able to squirm her way into her heart before she lost herself completely she deserves better 

i make my way over to Morticia and sit down in the chair beside her "shes strong you know" 

"i just wish i would have seen the signs as a mother i should have known" i just nod saying "she will come to you when the time is right for her all you can do is be there and- be there and see be more look past the dark and coldness she gives off and you may see more than you would expect"

"what is it you mean" i cant tell her but fuck i want to "i wish i could say but-" she cuts in "yeah i know its not your secret to tell" she shakes her head and lets out a sigh "you should get some sleep" i say as i stand up "yea mind taking over for me?" i smile "of course div should be at the Mansion still Bianca is in the lobby just send her in and go get some rest" i watch her walk out the room 

the truth will come out soon 

HEY Y'ALL!! i know its been a while and i'm sorry its short i'm trying  i am trying to cut the angst down some next chapter should be pretty low on it i hope you enjoy