The next few days we're painful, eda curled up in bed all day, not doing anything. She wasn't crying, but she wasn't exactly in good mental health either. She just laid in bed over thinking about how Raine had rejected her.
Meanwhile Lilith was was heading over to eda's apartment. When she saw Raine already there. "Raine? What are you doing?" Raine jumped being started by sudden voices. "L-lilith.. I.. I'm..so sorry" hearing this wasn't very comforting since she was already worried about eda. "What happened? Did.. You do something to upset her?" Raine sighed, and took a deep breath. "S-she.. Told me she had.. Feelings for me" Lilith eyes widen, then thought after all the possible solutions. "What.. Did you say?" Raine was afraid Lilith would probably kill them if she found out, but would be even more upset if they lied to her. "I.. I tried to let her down gently!.. But.. I guess. No well enough, she's not answering her phone, and only goes to work then hides inside all afternoon" Lilith sighed. "I see..thank you for telling me.. " Lilith knocked on the door, no reply. Lilith knocked again then got a rest from eda.
Go away
Lilith scoffed, the knocked harder
"EDALYN OPEN THIS GOD DAMN DOOR, OR SO HELP ME IL CALL MOTHER!" A minute later eda opened the door, looked tired, and awful, then dragged her sister in. "Hey.. Eda, you alright?" Raine asked. Eda looked at them, then looked down. "Hi Raine.. " eda closed the door, Raine sighed and felt seriously awful.Lilith followed eda to her bedroom, and watched her crawl back into bed, sulking. Lilith sat down next to her, and uncovered edas head. "Edalyn.. It's not the end of the world.. I'm sure you'll be alright.. Just give it time" eda gave her sister a look like she was stupid. "What would you know? With your aroace ass.. " eda said in a annoyed voice. Lilith nodded sideways agreeing with her sister. "Well I don't have personal experience.. But I've read enough books on the subject" eda rolled her eyes. "Just.. Leave me alone" Lilith gave her sister a look of sympathy. "Edalyn.. Please, don't keep doing this to yourself, go out somewhere.. Anywhere as long as your outside" Lilith pleaded. Eda sat up, and showed her face. She wasn't fully crying but she was getting there. "What do it do with myself?.. I spend.. All my time an energy on them.. And.. Now.. It's just going to be awful.. And awkward" Lilith put a hand on her sisters shoulder. "Well.. What is it that attracts you to them?" Eda chuckled and blushed a little. "They way that walk.. The way they talk.. The way they make me feel inside.. When I dream of them.. I never want to wake up" Lilith smiled at her sister. "You know.. Your admiration for them is beautiful.. But, it would.. Be better for your mental health.. If you moved on" eda looked down. "But.. What-what if they change their mind later?.. " Lilith sighed. "Eda.. Never beg.. Or wait for someone to love you.. You need more self respect than that" eda sighed, and gave a weak smile. "Your right.. I just... It still hurts" Lilith nodded. "Go out and do something, just get some fresh air, alright?" Eda nodded and got out of bed, and Lilith saw eda in one of the hoodies she stole from Raine. "You should probably give those back" eda looked at her sister in disgust. "Absolutely not, these are mine now" Lilith chuckled and shook her head, then got up. "Alright.. Alright, just call me tomorrow.. Enjoy your night"
Eda, took a shower, and did her hair and make up. Eda left there hair down since she wouldn't be around Raine. Eda then put on a red and black dress and some red boots. She was checking herself out in the mirror, making finger guns. She felt good about herself right now.. However..
This would change very soon.
What exactly was eda's idea of "get out and get fresh air"? To go to a bar.
Eda was standing against a wall, pretty much already wasted. Left with little control over real thoughts and feelings. She had a glass that had 4 different types of liquor in them drinking away her feelings.
Suddenly a man, same height as her walked up to her, and held a hand out for her. " care to dance, dolly?"!! Eda in this drunken state looked at his hand, then him. Eda took another sip of her glass. "No.. " eda mumed out. The name didn't take it very well. "Come on, princess.. One dance, and il treat you to something special later.. He said in a sensual tone. " yooo.. CreEp alerT! Weeeewooooooweeeooooo" the man looked at eda in confusionxthe realized she was way to drunk to be able to function, yet somehow was.
The man took full advantage of this and just dragged eda out the bar, and started taking nher to his house. Eda struggled. "H-hey! G-gEt.. OFF!" Eda made such a fuss, a police officer came. "Hello folks.. Somethin wrong over here?" The man smiled and took eda by the waist, as she was still trying not pull away. "no worries my girlfriend just had to much vodka" t he officer nodded and left.
Eda was dragged to his house dispute her protesting. To make matters worse, that man was in his 30's.
Because of eda's drunken state, there was nothing she could do but cry and lay there, as she was held down.. Degraded.. Raped.. For 2 hours.
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