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secrets

Italics: Na'vi language, Jane's thoughts
Bold written: (Y/N)'s thoughts

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(Y/N)'s P.O.V

I walked trough the forest on my way home after being with Jane in the lab. The memory of the kiss I gave Jane lingered in my thoughts like a beautiful, glowing ember. The vibrant flowers and the soft, ethereal light of the bioluminescent plants surrounded me and with every step I took the ground lit up.

It was as if the world around me resonated with the emotions swirling within me.

My heart fluttered with a giddy excitement that I had never experienced before. I couldn't deny the warmth that had spread through me when I pressed my lips against Jane's cheek.

It was a simple gesture yet it had set my soul ablaze with a mixture of emotions.

Joy.
Curiosity.
Confusion.

As i made my way deeper into the forest, my tail swinging behind me back and forth, mirroring the dance of my thoughts.
I had always felt a deep connection to Eywa and I proved it with my work as Justicar which always kept me busy.
The idea of romantic relationships had never entered my mind until Jane.

Janes stories of past human relationships replayed in my mind.

I couldn't help but wonder about the complexities of love.
I have seen love often, my parents were a great example, but I had never really felt it.

Of course I felt love from my siblings, friends and parents but it wasn't how Jane described it.

But in that exactly moment where my skin met hers I think I felt it.
The spark.

The joyful giggle I let out broke the forests stillness.

It was a feeling both exhilarating and perplexing and it left me feeling like a young sapling teaching for the sun.

However beneath the exhilaration there was a sense of confusion. I pondered over the significance of that kiss.
Did Jane feel the same way?
What did it mean for our friendship?

Oh no.
What will my family think. My mother and Neteyam won't be thrilled at all. I already have problems with Neteyam and now this..?

I can't tell them I have to keep this a secret. No one but us can know.

My hand absentmindedly touched my lips where the memory of Jane's cheek still lingered. It was a physical reminder of a moment that had changed everything, and I couldn't help but wonder how it would shape our future.