Love is Evol

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I wake up to a warm sensation over flooding my senses. It's a warm day and I plan on having fun. I don't know what I'll do, but I'll do something. I roll out of bed and stretch. I make my way to the bathroom and start the shower. I take a long shower. I dry off and get dressed. I stand in front of the mirror right in front of the sink. I brush my teeth and hair while trying to dry it. I hear my phone go off right before I start the blow dryer. I run to grab it and pick it up. "Hello?" "Hello this is Cerys, and I was wondering if you wanted to come hang out with me, Ash, Cal, Christine, and Mike?" I hear her chirpy voice through the phone speaker. "I would love to, but I actually had plans. Sorry maybe later?" I lie. I had no actual set plans, I just don't want to be around Michael. "Rebecca I know you don't want to go because of Michael... I'm right ain't I?" She knows me to well, which is quite scary considering we've only just met yesterday. "You know it's hard to like someone and be rejected and hated for no reason. I just can't be around him right now. I'll see you and Ash later?" She sighs through the phone. "Alright me and Ash will catch up with you later. Bye." "Bye." I mentally clear my head of thoughts of Michael and begin blow drying my hair. I brush it out and put loose curls in it and wearing black ripped skinny jeans and a black shirt that hangs off my right shoulder just enough to see my "To The Moon" tattoo and has "Rock and Roll saved my life." On the front. I feel good with my appearance and slip on my black Vans and walk out of the hotel building. I walk along the side walk until I come across a outback steak house mixed with a bar. I walk in and show my fake I.D that says I'm 21. I walk to the bar and order a shot of whiskey. After a few shots and random guys hitting on me I go to leave. It is now getting dark, considering that I didn't wake up until 3 pm. I stumble over to the exit until I see a sign that reads "Karaoke Night tonight. Sign up here." I go to sign up and sit back down at the bar and order a couple cups of water to sober up before I go onstage. I don't want to stumble over the edge of the stage in front of everybody. After a few people sing, my name is called. I've sobered up some, but not much. I take the mic and they Que. my music. The intro to "Born To Die" by Lana Del Rey begins to play:

"Why?
Who me?
Why?

Feet don't fail me now
Take me to the finish line
Oh my heart it breaks every step that I take
But I'm hoping at the gates,
They'll tell me that you're mine

Walking through the city streets
Is it by mistake or design?
I feel so alone on the Friday nights
Can you make it feel like home, if I tell you you're mine?
It's like I told you honey

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh, let's go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words
This is the last time
Cause you and I, we were born to die

Lost but now I am found
I can see but once I was blind
I was so confused as a little child
Tried to take what I could get
Scared that I couldn't find
All the answers honey

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh
Let's go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words,
This is the last time
Cause you and I
We were born to die
We were born to die
We were born to die

Come and and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane

Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh
Let's go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane...
Choose your last words,
This is the last time
Cause you and I
We were born to die."

I come to a finish and everyone in the place stands up and applauds me. I take a bow and exit the stage. I'm still a little buzzed. I started thinking about Michael and the though led me straight to the liver killing substance. I take shots one right after the other. I got my vibe going again and I'm shit faced drunk. I wasn't paying attention where I was going when I stumbled towards the exit for good this time and slammed right into a mans back. He had weird hair. He turned around and faced me before I realized who the hair belonged to. There stood Michael fucking Clifford in front of me. Before I can run away he says, "Good show tonight, yeah? You sing amazing by the way. " giving me that breath taking smile. I smile wickedly up at him. "You arrogant motherfucker. Your stupid ass is so bipolar it isn't even funny. First you leave me fucking breathless in an elevator under you damn stare and cocky smirk. Then you roll your eyes and become an arrogant asshole when I tried to talk to you, now your nice again? No. Fucking no. Go suck a dic..." He grabs me by my arm and jerks me towards the exit. "I'll drive you home." He seethed. I jerk away. "Like hell you will. I ain't going anywhere with you. You don't even know where I'm staying. " I say while crossing my arms. "Rebecca get in the damn car. NOW." "FUCK YOU." I scream back. I start running away and he grabs me by my wrist hard and jerks me over his shoulder. My legs hit the car door, my forehead hits the roof of the car and he harshly holds me down as he buckles me. I feel my eyes go heavy and I know I'm going to pass out. Just as Michael pulls out I start to drift off to sleep....
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HEY GUYS!
SO MY BABE GOT HURT AND I CRIED LIKE A LITTLE BITCH. MICHAEL IS MY SUNSHINE, MY MOON, MY UNIVERSE, MY WORLD, MY ROCK, HE'S MY EVERYTHING. I WENT AND GOT "TO THE MOON." TATTOOED ON MY BACK IN HONOR OF HIM BECAUSE HE IS MY SUPERHERO. I LOVE YOU GUYS, MY LITTLE KOALAS😘💕🐨

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