Ah yes , we all know that feeling.
That awful feeling that could tear our heart apart a thousand times. It's such a pain whenever we lose someone close we once loved but that's just how life works.
One day we need to get over the pain before it turns into something unhealthy.
The older ones always tell us that they will live on in our hearts and that you can live happily ever after, but what if you don't want to let go? What if you always hold onto the thought that you can get your loved one back? No one would want to lose someone and become strangers again.
It usually takes three weeks to five months to process a death in the most cases. But what if you're not even ready to accept that someone is gone? One would begin to wonder what the dead person would do in that situation , what they would wear tomorrow, what they would have said in the future, what their deepest secrets were, and so on. They would try to continue to make the person proud even though they would never see the person again, perhaps only in their deepest dreams would they dream of how the deceased person would say how proud they actually are.
Some people even need five years to process a death or even to realize that the person is gone.
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The air was colder than usual, the wind filled with sadness. The heart was beating faster than it should for health reasons. A severe pain in the chest spread throughout the body and felt like death itself. A feeling you try to avoid but just can't. The tips of the fingers felt lifeless, as if the blood in the body had frozen. Your legs felt heavier and heavier until you could no longer hold yourself up and fell to your knees.
Voices cried along with the wind.
Sabito looked into the once beautiful eyes of the person opposite him. Makomo sat close to the two and whimpered.
A demon looked at Sabito in surprise, he didn't understand the situation. Who was this boy sitting in front of him crying? And what was that tearing feeling in his chest that he had when he saw the boy crying? Oh, if it weren't for this feeling in his chest, he would probably have torn his body apart in the most brutal way. The hands of demon boys begin to tremble for unknown reasons.
He couldn't say anything, he could only watch as a boy let out his sorrow. It was as if he didn't dare speak.
It's like disappointing your parents and now having a lump in your throat and not being able to speak up. Then there was this girl behind the boy. It seemed to him as if he had once known them both. But that must be a fairy tale by now, he now looked into two completely strange faces where he felt nothing but aching pain.
It was now annoying him that he felt this defeated feeling as soon as he looked at the boy. Someone should stop this feeling!
The demon boy tried to get up to leave the two strangers, but he collapsed to the ground as his wounds became more and more painful, why did they heal so slowly or not at all?He was a demon after all, what was wrong?As a demon, however, he shouldn't even feel anything like compassion, but he felt it so strongly with the boy who was crying in front of him. The apologies that kept leaving the strange boy's mouth confused him even more. For what was he sorry? Who was this boy again?
"Please forgive me" The boy cried out , his voice was filled with so much suffering.
It was truly depressing the demon.
"It's all my fault", so much self blaming leaving the mouth of the unknown boy.
He wondered how long the boy was going to continue to mumble such sad things.
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What do we think of this chapter? Was it a good start?
Hey hey heyyyy I know it's short but I didn't want to make the first Chapter to long :>
I'm thinking of editing some chapters from the first book because of how rushed some are..
Maybe I even make some bonus chapters that have nothing to do with the original story line but have some side stories of these cutie patoties for the first book :D
Maybe as well make some bonus chapters for this book later , like some sort of oneshot , probably will mark these chapters with "Bonus" or with some emojis so you know that it's a bonus chapter (MAYBE I will also Upload these stories in my oneshot book as well) (:
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