Losing Grip |2| Sabigiyuu

4 ~ Where time blurs

☆Question of the day : what's your newest favourite show?
Mine : "Strangers from hell."
It's a K-thriller, and it was so good

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Was there actually a sign of hope?  Is this the new beginning that Sabito searched so hard for? His mind drifted to Giyuu, his beloved Giyuu, who now existed in a twisted form – a demon cursed with a thirst for blood. And yet, in this moment, Sabito felt a strange warmth radiating from Giyuu’s presence, something that made his heart ache with both sorrow and a faint glimmer of hope. Maybe, just maybe, someone up there meant well for them. Perhaps the gods or some higher power had not abandoned him, nor the love he held so dearly. Sabito’s chest tightened as he reached out to Giyuu, tentatively hoping that this new chapter might not be the nightmare it seemed, but rather a path toward salvation for them both.

It might be very risky, but he could believe that from now on , things would be better. 
That he was able to find comfort again.
Even after his master kicked them out.

They say love never ends.
It's the strongest power in the world, and no one can defeat it.
It was true.
Sabito never felt different for his wholesome Giyuu.
Even as a demon,  he would love him.
And nothing in the world could change his mind.
....

But did Giyuu feel the same?
Could he remember his own feelings for Sabito?
Does he still feel nervous and funny around him? Does he still smile like crazy whenever Sabito did something funny? Or did all these little things die that night when his body died. 

Sabito walked with giyuu to a nearby village – of course, covering his demon teeth and protecting him from the sun. Giyuu seems to be tired. Sabito wondered if it was as hard for him as it was for sabito. Was he also exhausted ?
Exhausted from seeing Sabito's worried glance?
Exhausted from his body turning into a creature?
Exhausted from the pain?
Or was it in the end only Sabito who felt this way.
...

Sabito had no idea at all where he should go. He never heard of the town that the woman mentioned. 
What if she was lying?
What if he was walking into his own grave?
After all , he would die with giyuu.. together

He already made his mind up that his wish was to die by his side. He couldn't stand the thought of dying without him.

They walked through the small village, and Sabito decided to ask someone about the path he should go.
"You stay here , okay? Giyuu?" Sabito asked while his hands rested on Giyuus arm on each side, Giyuu was listening – or at least Sabito thought he was listening,  but his eyes.., his eyes weren't even looking at him. He was looking at nothing. He looked like he was daydreaming. A look that was similar to an animal who was chilling.

It gave Sabito goosebumps. He never knew that he could describe eyes that way. He didn't even know that you could see a difference between human gaze and animal gaze. He wasn't turning into a heartless animal , was he?

There was no way he could. If he would , Sabito would be dead by now.
Sabito let Giyuus arm go and walked to the man.

He was wearing a black Haori. His hair was tucked into a messy bun, and his beard looked like it didn't get washed for weeks. His hands looked raspy,  even though he seemed so young.

"Excuse me?.." Sabito started ,
No reaction.

The man was carrying a basket with tomatoes in it , the man probably didn't hear him.

"Excuse me?.." Sabito started ,
No reaction.
Seriously?

The man walked to a wooden house that had two stairs that led to his door.
Sabito sighed and tapped his shoulder,
"Sir?–"