june 28

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dear vic,

you found out about what matty did. to say i'm surprised would be an understatement. i didn't even consider the fact that you still care. apparently you do. you have no idea how relieved it makes me to know you at least care.

you came over with pizza and watched my favorite movies with me . you held me close and whispered sweet nothings into my ear the whole time and played with my hair until i fell asleep. i woke up in my bedroom, your shirt hanging loosely on my torso and my legs striped of my sweats with only my boxers on.

i thought you had left, but then i heard you talking to my mom downstairs. i couldn't hear what either of you were saying, but i guess it's better that way. i tried going back to sleep, but i couldn't. i was restless, tossing back and forth in the warm sheets. then you came back into the room and stopped in your tracks when you noticed me awake.

you didn't say anything. only smiled, crawled into bed with me, pulled me close, kissed my head and lulled off to sleep.

i really fucking missed you,
kellin.

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