Promises Are Promises( Justin Bieber love story)

Chapter 18

Sarah's P.O.V.

What more do I need in my life. Everything has gone wrong. EVERYTHING. I am so sad/cross right now. I am scared, mad,sad with what happened with me and Nathan. I thought he was gone. Gone for good. He got what he wanted. A good time and to get me prego. What more does he want. And I seriously can't believe that Justin broke his promises. I can't trust him anymore. A gave him a second chance and that's it. I thought I trusted him but obviously not now.

I was interrupted by a stinging pain on my wrist. I had made my first cut. I couldn't help it, I get depressed easily and this is what I do when I get depressed. I feel so guilty yet addicted to the pain and scaring that I'm making. I was sitting cross legged next to the toilet with my arm over the toilet bowel. I hated this. I don't know why I do it but it makes me feel a lot better. Like 1000 times better. I wonder what Justin's going to say when he finds out. Oh no!!!!!

I am screwed. It has been like 2 weeks and he is supposed to be coming back today. Or tomorrow, or the next day. I don't exactly know, and right now I don't really care. I have been doing the same thing over and over again from the day that Nathan confronted me. I know it could be a bit risky cutting myself now considering I don't know when Justin will be back and he is most likely to check up on me but does it look like I care? No

I was doing the same thing up and down my arm now covered in blood when I heard a gasp from someone standing at the door. Shit!! Forgot to lock it. I'm busted.

Justin's P.O.V

"Are we there yet?" I kept asking like a little kid.

"Yes actually we r. Com'n move ya butt lets go!" Mum yelled. I think she getting slightly frustrated. I got my bag and left my private jet. I walked to the entrance with Kenny( my bodyguard) an then got to the car.

"So. What going down?" Kenny asked.

"Not much." I looked out the window to see thousands and thousands of beliebers screaming my name.

"Well u seem in a hurry to get some where!?" He chuckled and looked at his side of the window.

He was right though. I was in a rush. I wanted to see my beautiful girlfriend. I wonder how she is going. I wonder if she misses me? Coz I sure as hell miss her so very much. I just wanna hold her tight and never let go. We drove past houses and parks and shops and all the normal things till we got to my home.I ran out the car and grabbed my suitcase and bolted for the door. My neighbors were looking at me as if I were crazy, and just at the right time, I tripped over. They laughed and even my mum laughed a little. I got myself up again and dusted myself off. I ran for the door again succeeding this time and going to my room. I unpacked quickly and put my phone on charge as it was dead. I jumped on my bed and opened my laptop checking my twitter and shit. I can't believe I forgot to being my laptop away with me. It was stupid. Mum was rushing me an I just forgot. Anyway, my twitter was going off like mad. My Instagram too. I checked my twitter first and wrote something.

'Home sweet home. Good to be back -Jüštįñ'

I closed my laptop because my phone came back to life. I jumped over my bed to get to the charger and my phone was full if shit. I had like 20 text and missed calls from Sarah. I opened her text and it wasn't good.

I read on of them,

' how could u!?? I thought I trusted u! Obviously not. Don't u think I've been through enough pain in my life. I don't need u running around telling ur friends about my problems. U fucking idiot!!!!!!!!!!'

OMG!!!!! I feel so terrible now. I didn't mean to tell Nathan. I thought he could keep a secret. I read the rest of the text from Sarah and I started to get really scared. She was like threatening to hurt herself. She is very fragile. She brakes even over the silliest things. What have I done? And before I could think anymore my feet took over. I was running out the front door again to the car.

' mum, I'll be back later. Love u!' I shouted as I entered the car. I speed down the road and nearly got caught by the cops. But they didn't see me so I'm good. I pulled up at Sarah's house and knocked on her front door. No one answered but I knew that Sarah was in there because her car was still here. I ran around to the back of the house to Sarah's window. I climbed a ladder to get to the window and surprisingly it was open. I dragged my body through being as quiet as possible and succeeding. I looked around to find her then I heard whimpering from the bathroom. I tip toed into Sarah bathroom that connected to her bedroom and gasped at the door. What I saw was beyond terrifying especially because it was my girl.

"What r u doing here?" She said quickly trying to hide her arm full of blood. I walked over I her kneeling down.

" I- what- Sarah?" I feel so disappointed right now.

" u bloody son of a bitch!!! Why did u do that? U told someone I am scared off. U told my fucking rapist!!! I know I said I didn't know him but I do and I am scared, an u just had to make it worst. What the fuck!!!!" She screamed crying. My feelings were all over the place now.

" I thought I trusted u? I gave u a second chance but that's it. It's over!" When she said that, that's when I broke. I had tear streaks running down my face. I was angry too. I picked her up roughly not really caring and put her on the basin. I got the first aid kit out and looked at her arm. She flinched away but I grabbed back. I cleaned it up and bandaged it without saying a word.

"If this is the last time I will be with u I have to do this." I looked into her beautiful eyes.

" Justin..." Before she could finish I crashed my lips onto hers. It was only a quick kiss then I left.

I walked out leaving her in tears. I can't believe it was over.