1st heartbroken

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To be honest,
I once be a dumb person when I fell in love,
When things didn't go as well as I expected,
I started to lose my appetite,
I lost 7 kg in two months without trying,
I question myself,
Am I not pretty?
Am I that bad?
I was so fucking insecure til my friends said,
Do you ever think of people who are insecure about your appearance?
That's hitting me so badly,
I never thought about that before,
I even stopped taking my medication without consulting with my doctor,
It's not his fault that I become stupid,
It's just me but I'm trying to love myself right now,
I'm manifesting right now because of this plan that God arranged in my life,
I believe that I'll become even stronger after this.

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