I'd be lying if I said I never miss you,
You stuck inside my mind for too long,
The moment I wake up and fall asleep,
Your voice echoes inside my ears,
But if you come back to me,
I'm gonna push you away,
I'm going to build my wall even higher and thicker this time,
I don't hate you,
But you're leaving me with these wounds,
You never know how hard for me to heal from it,
I go around by myself trying to distract my mind from thinking about you,
That's so fucking hard,
Faking my smile,
Hiding my tears,
Ignoring my anxious feelings,
Even harder because deep down I still hoping you come back but there's no chance reserved for you either.
YOU ARE READING
Manifesting
PoetryThis is me trying to improve myself every day after going through all the hardships. I believe in HIM so yeah, let's put ourselves first okay? The best is yet to come - NFR❣️ Try to think from each perspective, Turn bad vibes into positive vibes, Ma...