marring into holly wood

mother

(Sarah)

Iv officially been Mrs Reedus for 7 weeks and it's been happier than ever. We are filming in NC today and I'm nervous. My parents live there and I just don't want to see them

My mama's husband got me drunk when I turned 19 and I woke up the next morning naked next to him . My stomach hurts and I saw blood between my legs so I knew what he did.

When I told mama

"U just want my man why would he want some slut like u" she said as I cried and when I went to daddy he let me stay with him as my siblings all took mamas side sayin allen woulnt do that.

Daddy let me stay till one day when mama wouldn't stop calling so I left a note and said I'd handle it. I just never went back . I met Norman 8 months later and when I told daddy I was getting married he said for je to fuck off and quit bringing him into shit

I rode with Norman as we filmed in the mountains and when we stoped and he was filming with his current costar and I went to eat.

As I sat and ate an arm snaked over me. I looked as I jumped when I saw who it was.

"Sarah Elizabeth u ain't gunna say hey to ur mama?" I walked back to set as she Hollard "wouldn't no body want u here anyway ! U ain't worth anybody's time!"

I cried as I got to the van and I think Norman saw

When the camera stoped he came up "what happened"

"Mamas here" was all I said as Isabelle came up behind me

"Bye brat"

Norman rounded on her"stay away from my wife"

"Do somethin Mr Hollywood " I put a hand on Normandy chest"bade she ain't worth it" he grabbed my hand and we got on his bike and took off.

That night I couldn't sleep so I got up to get water but then I stood the world went black

I came to what I'm assuming is hours later hearing beep.beep.beep
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(Norman)

I was woken up by a thud and Sarah wasn't in the bed .

I stood and saw her passed out next to the bed and jumped

"Baby" I touched her head and realized she was burning up and she wasn't coming to so i grabbed my cell and called 911.

When they got there I saw blood on her and panicked

Had something happened during the night?

We got to the hospital and Doctors took her into a trauma bay as I was told to wait.

After what seemed like hours a doctor came out

"Reedus"

I jumped up and he had a grim look on his face. "Sir are u aware ur wife was pregnant?"

All I heard was "was"?

"Yes she just nearly suffered a hemorage. Ur wife has had what's called an placental abruption. Now it was early enough she could've mistaken the pain for cramps. We wanna keep her hear for at least the night and we will see how she is in the morning" I just nodded as he showed me her room and I could see she was in pain

"Baby" she jumped and looked at me and I could see the disappointment and pain she was in

I layed behind her and just held her as she turned and buried her head into my chest

"didn't think it would hurt since we didn't know but it does" she said as I pulled her to me.

"Yeah" was all I said as she looked up at me

"I'm sorry" I snapped my head down and kissed her"u did nothing wrong don't be sorry ok"

She just nodded and I could see her in pain so I held her as she fell asleep.

We were released the next day but Sarah wasn't happy. She wasn't sad mad or anything she just kept a blank look on her face. When she came to bed she just layed there and said nothing.

She would kiss me hi and bye and stuff but that's it. I know she blames herself but it wasn't her fault. I read that it just happens sometimes .

Over the next few weeks we stayed home to help Sarah recover but her depression just got worse

"Baby please talk to me" I said as she layed on the bed

She sat up and still had this blank look on her face. It's been a month and we have a party were supposed to go to for work but I'm not sure if she will

"Are u coming to Andy's?" I asked as I got ready and she just shrugged.

"It's a yes or no question Sarah are u coming or not" I snapped but instantly regretted it. Sarah jumped as I tried to touch her and she just stood.

"I'll go" she just snatched her dress off the wall and stormed into the bathroom as I sat there. She's hurting and I have no idea how to help.

None of our friends know what happened because Sarah is a very private person

"Baby if u don't want to u don't have to. I'm just going to keep up appearances" I said as I heard the door unlock

She stepped out and wiped up her dress as she wouldn't look at me. "I'm fine"

"No .. ur not ur fuckin depressed" I said as she scowled at me.

"Someone has to care about the baby " my heart broke when she suggested that

"Hey" I yelled as she slammed the door

I ripped off my jacket and ran after her stoping her from getting in the car"u think I don't care" ?

She wouldn't look at me and I can't believe what I'm hearing "u think I don't care that the baby died ?"
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(Sarah)

I don't feel like arguing and just want to get this party over with but in the 2 months since all Normans done is stuff for the brand or his image. He didn't even announce he was married .

I just stood there because I don't want to argue.

"I think u care about ur image so let's go" I grabbed the handle and got in as he stood there.

He opened my door and got to his knees as I just looked at him
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(Norman)

I just stood there as I though about what my wife just said. Since the miss carriage IV been working and she sright. Iv been working on my image.

I opened her door and nelt down as she just looked ahead.

"I'm sorry ok" she looked at me and sat there

"UV been in pain and I did nothing to help. Sarah I love u ok and the baby just cought me off guard and Iv been selfish but I'm sorry ok. I just wanna help u" she hugged me and I smiled as it felt good to hild her again

"Just don't feel right celebrating after it" she sounded so sad so I just picked her up and carried her to our room as she just snuggled into me.

I layed her down and just held her as she undidna few of my buttons and stroked my chest

She reached up and pulled me to her as we kissed and I just enjoyed the feel of my woman in my arms. "Baby if u wanna go go I'm just not in the mood for questions hell other than walking dead people no one even knows we're married"

"Do u wantum to know" I asked as I thought she wanted to keep privacy

"Never said I didn't I just don't want like paps asking about sex and shit"

I smiled for the first time in weeks "baby by midnight everyone will know ur mine and only mine" I said as she smiled and I mean really smiled for the first time in months.