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𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓉𝑒𝓇 17 : 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘪 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘢 #9 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘩

Game day. Oh fuck

Thank God we were free from school today, otherwise I would have passed out in the middle of the classroom
I couldn't sleep last night because of nervousness, so I woke up at 1 pm

In four hours I was supposed to be in the locker room, cheering on the team, and I was in my pajamas now. Everyone already left and went to school sending me good luck messages and encouraging me that I will play good

I don't know why I worry so much. I was already a captain, I know everything. Maybe I'm worried about the fact that this is all new to me and I don't want to ruin team in the last year

2 pm

KFC hate club 😛

What if I fuck up and we lose?

Chris🤍:

Lillie chill.We both know that won't happen

Soph🫶🏻:

Yeah,just take a deep breath and think positive

3 pm

What are the chances that I'll break my leg and end my career

Ryan (Aka the funniest person alive) :

Lillie stop with the bullshit and relax.We will be there to cheer for you! And If anything happens Luke will take care of you ;)

4 pm

I can't.What if coach sees that he chose wrong person as a captain and immediately kicks me out of a team

The annoying football guy 🤭:

Lillie,I believe in you.Everyone do.And coach chose you for many reasons.Just play how you know,and have fun.We can go out after if you want.Now just relax and good luck babe ❤️

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,,Okay I think I'm ready now'' I said to myself as I was getting ready to leave
I packed all my stuff and went to the nurse's office so she could wrap my hand.It's not blue now,but It still hurts a little
I stood in front of the door and knocked a couple of times before I heard a loud voice saying ,,Come in!"
I opened the door and went in. There was a nurse at the table preparing a bandage to wrap my arm
I dropped my bag on the floor and sat on the bed
,,Hi Lillie'' the nurse said taking my hand and wrapping it ,,Nervous?''
,,No not at all'' I said

She looked at me with raised eyebrow like she realized I was lying
,,Okay who am I kidding.I am fucking nervous'' I admit ,,I was already captain at my old school and I know everything.But this...This is different and I don't know if I'm capable for this''

,,Done'' she says as she finished wrapping my hand and sat beside placing her arm around me ,,Lillie...I understand that you are nervous and its normal to be.And I can assure you that you are capable for this.I mean you didn't hurt your arm for nothing right?'' She chuckled
I smiled ,,I guess you're right''
,,Of course I am'' she says sarcastically,,And really.Don't worry,just relax and enjoy the game''
I hug her ,,Thank you.Really''
She hugged me back ,,Its not a problem''