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𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓉𝑒𝓇 22 : 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘺𝘢𝘭 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵𝘴

Darkness was all around me.The silence was was really loud and the only sound I could hear are tree branches that the wind blows against my window

I opened my eyes slowly.My head still hurts
What the fuck happened
I rubbed my eyes with my hands and stood up
My phone was next to me on the table and there was note beside it

Lillie,it's Sophie.We went to some shops and pharmacies to get the things you need. If you need anything else, call us. Luke and Emma are with you, so tell them when you wake up <3

I smiled and put note beside,taking my phone
11.pm
I was asleep for three hours?
I unlocked it and saw a bunch of messages and missed calls.But I was really exhausted and didn't have strength to reply
I put on my slippers and slowly shuffled out of the room.The lights that illuminated house were turned off.Luke's room was on the third floor so I gotta go upstairs.I made my way upstairs,taking each step quietly.Maybe he's asleep.I don't wanna wake him up.I climbed up the last stair.And there it was,his room.The doors were slightly opened and you could see light coming from inside

Thank god he was awake.I really needed his comfort now.Slowly,I walked to the door,grabbing a handle
,,Luke baby are you here? Can you cuddle with''
The words got stuck in my throat ,,me...''
I wanted to scream,to run.But I was frozen in the spot.Time seemed like it stopped

,,What the fuck'' I said quietly ,,What the actual fuck Luke'' this time I said shouting
Luke was on the bed.Half naked.On on top of him was Emma.Only in her bra and underwear
They turned their attention to me.Their eyes wide opened.I could see regret in their eyes.I don't know if that is because they got caught or because they know they fucked up our relationship
Emma quickly jumped off Luke right under the sheets and Luke put on his shirt
My mouth were opened the whole time but I couldn't say anything.Like cat got my tongue

,,I would never cheat on you,you know that.I love you more than myself''
This sentence replayed over and over in my head

My eyes started sobbing by itself.I felt sad,angry,betrayed
I could hear both of them telling me something but the words didn't reach my brain. There was only one thing in my head. My boyfriend and my best friend. The two people I truly loved. Emma, ​​my other half, my support

I turned around and started leaving until Luke pulled me by my shoulder back
,,Baby it's not what it looks like I swear to God.I love you'' Luke started explaining himself but it wasn't enough
,,Was it all fake?'' I ask turning around ,,Was it all fake? The things you said to me,the things that we did?'' I sob
,,What? Of course not.How can you say something like that.It's just...'' Luke sighed scathing the back of his neck ,,We never actually fucked,and you know men have an urge for it that is stronger than they are, and they have to get rid of it''
That's it.This fucker crossed the line.All sadness turned into rage and I was strongly holding back not to kill him

,,So you decided just to fuck my bestfriend'' I ask shouting.I inhale deeply ,,How long has this been going on''
,,What?'' Luke plays dumb which even pisses me more
,,You fucking heard me.How long this has been going on?'' I repeat angrily
In that moment the front door of the house opens.Tyler,Andrew,Ryan,Sophie and Christine come in all of them holding bags full of things I like
If I wasn't so angry right now I would run up to them and hug them tightly
Luke turns his attention to them,and Emma comes out of the room all dressed up now
They all look confused at us,but I don't have time to explain now,I need answers
,,Answer my question now!'' I shout at Luke and he looks at me again

,,Uhm... I don't know,it started a couple of days after Emma came here'' My jaw drops on the floor
I gasp ,,YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKING WITH MY BEST FRIEND SINCE SHE GOT HERE? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME LUKE'' I snap at him.I couldn't hold any longer
Everyone downstairs start gasping and shouting something
I turn to Emma who is standing next to him ,,And you I have no words. How the hell could you do this to me? You ,as the person who saw me at my worst and was always there for me. As the person who knows my biggest secrets? How?'' My eyes started tearing again. It hurt me that someone so close to me stabbed me in the back.For over a fucking boy