Chapter 13 (2)- I can't do this anymore.

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(!TW! HARSH WORDS AND SAYINGS. IF THIS MAY TRIGGER SOMETHING TRAUMATIC TO YOU, PLEASE DO NOT CONTINUE READING. IF AT ANY POINT IN TIME YOU GET UNCOMFORTABLE, PLEASE CLICK OFF THIS CHAPTER!)

The question caught you off guard. "W-What?" You were stuttering. He was just staring at you coldly. "You heard me, why'd you cheat on me?" Blade crossed his arms across his chest and leaned back in his office chair. You stared in just pure confusion and shock. Even though you already knew you didn't know the answer to that question.

"I wasn't thinking rationally. I just... I know it was wrong. I regret it, I really do. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry for my idiotic decisions." You hung your head. You could only hope and pray that he would forgive you. "Oh, okay. You can leave now." You weren't expecting that response at all. He just acted as if this was another normal day. You nodded and left. You didn't even feel like arguing, or screaming, you were just drained at this point.

You sat down in your office and remembered the flowers. They were beautiful. As you finished the files Blade had asked you to finish, you thought about everything. Once you were done, he called you into his office. "I need coffee. You know how I like it." Blade didn't even look up from his computer while speaking to you. It hurt, in a way.

"I'm not your maid. At least look at me while you're talking to me." Blade glared at you. "I'm just treating you like the trash you are." Your heart aches. You had never expected him to say such things. "Excuse me? No, because fuck you." You had snapped. "What did you just say to me?" An argument started. You two were letting all your anger and hatred for each other out.

"God, I wish i never dated you!" Blade just blurted this out. "I will never fall for someone like you ever again. You were the worst decision I've ever made. You are nothing but a mistake." You felt angry tears sting your eyes. You wanted to scream and yell. But you couldn't.

"You know what, I'm done. I hate you so much. I hate you with a burning passion. I quit. I give up." You stormed out after that. Tears rolled down your face and cheeks. Your eyes hurt. Your head hurts. But most of all, your heart hurts. You grabbed a box and your things.

You started shoving everything into the box. Soon, you just fell onto the ground. You bawled your eyes out. You were so exhausted, so hurt, but most of all, you felt so stupid. Only one thing entered your mind now.

I can't do this anymore...

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