bound to happen || scrim

8.

* few days later *

me and scott have spent a lot of personal time together and he's taught me more about music stuff they are doing and he's visited my salon with me a few times here.

it has been really great.

my life feels so put together and i think that's because scott was the missing piece.

i needed that piece.

when we visited my salon we seen that my mom wasn't doing shit the right way she needed to be doing it so i was going over to chettas to talk too him about mom. and i'm missing a shit ton of money.

it's a shame.

first i took care of scott and now i'm going to have to take care of our mom.

we lost our dad and our older brother to a car accident. our dad was severely drunk, like way way over the limit and he drove onto the highway and on the wrong side of the highway and it killed him and our brother.

im not about to loose my mom too.

it was bad enough with scott and the drugs.

this morning i woke up and my heart just felt heavy and i know it's only because we are going to have a walk with our mom today.

i hate to do that.

i have a feeling it isn't going to go well at all either.

i just take a minute to calm my nerves down and i hear scott walk into the room.

"good morning baby." he says as i smile.

"good morning." i say back as he slides into bed next to me.

"just calm down. it'll be okay. i'm here for you and the rest of the boys are. we are all here no matter what happens and she may not realize it today but having you guys help her trying to get help will be the best thing for her." he says as i nod.

tears slip my eyes.

"not that it was an issue taking care of you because i love you and i do love my mom too so much but like fuck. why the fuck would she pick up drinking when we went through that with dad." i say as he stays silent.

"sorry i didn't mean that in a way to be rude i promise." i say looking at him.

"no it's okay babe. i get it was a lot. it's alot of unpack. i didn't want the help either because i loved that high but i realized i was hurting the ones i love. i needed to change to get better." he says wiping my tears away.

"yeah, i just don't know what to do. i also need to go visit my brother and dad." i say as he nods.

"we can go later baby. i'm here for you." he says as i smile to myself.

i've gotten so used to doing shit on my own it's so weird to hear that.

* chettas house *

we pull up to my brothers and scott and ruby came. if anyone can talk to my mom about getting clean it can be these two.

they both did it and are still going through it.

we all go inside and plan out how today was going to go.

i wasn't ready for it.

"i think before moms i want to buy flowers and see dad and bubs." i say as chetta agrees.

since he lives here he goes often.

as much shit as our dad put us through when we was kids with the drinking and abuse it still hurts that he's not here.