Differences

CONFESS!

Feeling like my heart just dropped into the pit of my stomach .
I feel this burst of anger and its slowly turning into a burning rage ..

Ok Karmen  ....Calm down...

All I hear is my phone going off from all the text I am receiving from my daughter...
All the pictures she took from her dad's phone ...

Oh my God baby come here ..
I am so sorry you had to go through that .
I am sorry , I have been caught up in my own little world and not realizing how much all this affects you and your siblings.
I'm sorry I have been so selfish . 
Your dad and I never wanted our relationship problems to be a burden on y'all .

Thank you for telling me and showing me the truth ..
Kaycee this is not your fault . None of this !
You are not to blame .
Your father and I will have a talk and work this out ..
This is me and your father's mess to fix  ok
I promise everything will be ok .

Walking downstairs and out the front door and I see David sitting in his truck .

I get in my car and put my phone on charge then walk over to David ..
open his passenger side door and grab his keys off the seat ..
I began to take my Spare car key off his key ring and then the house key ..
he so damn caught up in his phone and thinking I was coming to cuss him out he didn't notice what I was doing till I was done .

(David)
Hold up , Karmen what you doing ??
Give me my keys Karmen ..

I run to the edge of the driveway ....
Here you go David ... Fetch ...
Threw his keys in the street ..
I saw  him lay his phone on the seat so
Run back to his truck too grab his phone ,work badge , Wallet and Apple Watch.....
Run back to my car get in and lock the door .

Heart racing , trying to calm down ...
I start reading the messages... while still gasping for air ....

Oh my God I can't believe my eyes .. He has told this bitch he loves her
He miss her , he wishes he was there to comfort her
He hate he let her get away all those years ago.

He has gone to the gym to work out with her ... FUCK!!
Gone on walks in the park ....
He got nude pics of her .. omg I can't believe this shit ...

Babygirl I hope you have a good day and know that I will be Thinking about you ,
your smell , the taste of your pussy and  how much I miss them sexy lips being all over my dick .

Wow ,
I haven't heard shit like that from this dumb ass nigga in years but he freely out here
Giving time ,attention , love and sex to this bitch ...
and of all fucking people this BITCH!!
This shit hurts so bad .... I can't believe this shit

My heart is completely shattered....
All the shit I have put up with .
Working two jobs plus braiding hair to get the bills paid .
Running myself down...all because he couldn't find a job to save his life.
I was out here hustling while he was laid up at home not even taking care of the kids just
at home sitting around and eating .
Watching fucking movies on boot-leg.
Omg all those times we needed food and he was too scared and too fucking sorry to go to his father for help.
No ....I always had to hustle and get the money or ask my mom even though I hate that lowdown bitch with a passion.
This shit hurts and is wrong on so many levels .....
David ... How could you betray me like this ..
How could you betray me with her ...