Differences

Entaglements

David ...
Calm down for one damn second
Do you remember me telling you
A couple of weeks ago Pam and I
Went and got the Vajacials at the spa?

(David )

The what??
What ...

Omg David Damn ,
the coochie spa!
Pam and I went to the coochie spa !
The person that gave us the spa treatment and all that
She is Mistress Darkness , that's what we call her.

The treatment I got was a vaginal
steam and it helps with keeping
You moist and cleanses the Vajayjay!
That's why she asking is my pussy still wet!
Damn maybe if you payed more attention you would have heard me when I told you all this before !

(David )
Damn baby , I do remember you telling
me something like that .
I'm sorry and you're right I do need to pay more attention!

(Karmen )

Thinking to myself...
Whew ! that was fucking close!
Gots to be more careful!

David ...it's ok boo
Let's just enjoy the rest of the night/morning and chill.

Cuddling in bed with David feels soo good
I love feeling him behind me body all warm
and snug , dick on my butt
Feeling his dick grow ...
Got me thinking about Travis

Damn ....how cold hearted can a bitch get
cuddling with my man but thinking
about Travis and his fat dick .

Snap out of it

I love you bae ...
All I hear is snoring
and just like that , he knocked out .

David arm wrapped around me
Still cuddling tight
Looking out the window
Watching the sunrise ... sigh...
I have work in a few hrs

To the shower I go !
Shower hot and steamy

hop in ...
As I massage my body with soap
I began day dreaming about how
David used to make me feel ..

How we would meet up for lunch every day
We just couldn't stand being apart.
We would make love anywhere ...
In the shower , the car , the park ...
anywhere ..
David made me laugh, he was always there
he was so attentive to my needs
so attentive to me .

Sending me flowers
Silly and lame text throughout the day
Dick pics lol !

Damn .. It's like I don't exist now ..

What happened??
what happened to him making me feel beautiful, putting me first
Going out!!
Hell Compliments ...
What has happened to the love we shared .

I don't even recognize us anymore...
All these thoughts brought tears to my eyes
It's hurts so bad because I can feel our love slipping , I can feel our love fading ..

At this point I need to figure out
what I'm doing
If I continue to have sex with Travis
I won't be able to focus
focus on my marriage,
my family , my life!
If I give Travis up I feel like I won't have anything left that makes me happy ..
I can't deny I care for Travis he has always
been more than just a fuck to me

With Travis I feel !
I can be myself ... I can feel and give
without being judged or made to feel ashamed.
When he looks into my eyes it's like he really sees me !
I don't know what to do.....

I hear my phone buzz...
Get out the shower to see who it is and it's
a text from Travis....
I'm off work today , I wanna see you!
Make it happen 10:00 am

What the fuck ...
Make it happen ...
I swear this fool is something else

Butterflies in my stomach
(Blushing ) thinking about his touch