before the Rain

numbness in breaking .

                 This chapter is dedicated to every woman who went through the storms in their life,but still chose to smile , by hiding their pain behind..
  

     "she's going through hell.!
but she wore her smile heavenly "..!

                 🔹 AVANI'S POV🔹

What should I tell them?
Our 2 years relationship is ruined ..!

I tried to hide the truth .but my heart can't bear that truth .
With my red watery eyes , i looked at the ceiling and tried to take a deep breath because my nostrils were blocked because of my cries.

I took deep breathes and stared at them.

"I lost him ruchi..he's with another woman..  I- I saw him in the garden with Riya , talking about pregnancy..She attempted to abb-abort the baby, but ak-akash stopped her and they are going to convince the family for their relationship approval.they went to London to convince adarsh bhai and tara di." - I said

"What??did you hear it right ?"- Pooja asked with tense.

"Yes! But it's ok..I'll be okay with that .
You don't worry..I'll be fine soon"- I said with a smile . But deep down I know how much pain I dumped in my heart.

"You're going through hell avi .but you wore your smile heavenly"- ruchi said.

"But think another time..are you sure that akash did something grave mistake like this ..."- ruchi asked.

" I connected the dots of all scenes ..
When I went to give lunch to him he's with Riya..but he said he's in important meeting"- I said.

"you have to be strong avi.
Don't panic.. Hug every situation that knocks your door...it's just time that will adjust your emotions" - ruchi said.

I smiled and she forwarded me juice to drink..

Ruchi said "we're going to ratnagiri avi..I'll drop you there and I'll return to hyd. Spend some time in your home .you'll feel better"

"Thankyou for never leaving me ruchi,Pooja "- I said ..

"Don't be a sheepish avi ..just stop the melo drama"- they said hugging me...

I smiled at their words and I got routine  checkup from doctor ..

"How are you feeling Miss.Avani subramanian?" - intern doctor asked..

"Feeling good Mr.Raghav. but my left hand has a sharppain ..do you prescribe any painkiller"- I asked .

"No Miss.Avani Subramanian...you need a sound sleep .don't use any painkillers . I'm writing a low dosage sleeping pills ..take it every night for 3-4 days "-.doctor said .

I bid him goodbye and I got discharged from hospital..

In the  evening  ruchi and i went to ratnagiri by bus..she dropped me at my house and went to her parents house.

I pushed the elevator button .soon i  entered my house .

"Avi ..what happened to your hand? Deva!!! Kya hua Mera bacchha ko?"- my mom came to me with her cries ..

"Nothing mom..I fainted and slipped on glass ..I got a cut and 3 stitches..that's it mom"- I said .

I went to my room and soon rudra and dad came to know what happened...

I explained them ... they asked me to be cautious and they went .

I get some peacefulness when I'm in my room..but my gaze turned to his dark chamber .

I sat near my window and remembered all our memories...

I know he's not going to my man.
But it's very hard for me accept the fact in this short period, but my 2 year relationship lost the race with that bitter truth..