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Nine

Nyeesha Brooks

"You gon be okay?" Chance asked as he pulled me in for a hug wrapping his arms around my neck.

"Yeah I guess," I said as I looked up at him kissing his chin slightly. "I'm going to miss you of course," I said.

"It's just sound check, Ny." He told me.

"I know, it's just that we just got here and you've slept the whole plane ride," I pouted. "Chancelor, if you don't know by now I'm attached to you. You made me this way," I said as my bottom lip trembled.

"Don't cry and I know, you'll be fine I promise. Maybe you should take a nap." He suggested. "I know you're tired and the time will fly by that way," he assured me.

"Okayyy." I dragged out before I gave his body a light squeeze. "Bye," I said coldly.

"Don't say bye, say see you later." He said before he tilted my chin upwards with his hand so that I was looking up at him. "I love you," he mumbled against my lips before he pecked them repeatedly.

"I love you too," I said as I released from the hug sliding into our hotel bed.

Afterwards I heard the door close. Chance always leaving me alone and bored which at times irritated me but I should get over this.

I would have never thought I would've met Chance and fell in love with him like this. He helped me at one of the lowest points in my life and he hasn't turned his back on me yet.

And for that I am forever grateful.

I also feel like I can't love Chance anymore than I already do. Even though we haven't had sex yet, I just think it'll add to my attachment issues. I already love him to the full capacity of my heart so the sex isn't a necessity. I honestly think I could live with him forever without actually having sex with him. We have built up sexual tension but it's not that severe.

I mean a man has needs but he can live without and if he thinks he can get it elsewhere then he must wanna see a casket soon.

My mind wandering was interrupted by a light knock on the door.

"Who is it?" I asked before I stood on my feet to look through the peephole seeing some golden blonde curls covering my view.

"Cassie," I heard Taylor's girlfriend shout.

"Oh hey" I said as I opened the door allowing her in. "Wassup?" I asked.

"Just coming to see what you were doing, Taylor left me to go with Chance, so I'm all alone like you, mind if I chill over here with you?" She asked.

"Nah, make yourself comfortable" I said as I closed the door before returning to my original spot on the bed.

"Mind if I smoke?" She asked as she pulled out a freshly pearled blunt.

"Nah go ahead," I said as I turned on some music laying on my back.

"Can I ask you something?" She asked me as she lit the blunt.

"Yeah," I replied.

"Are you insecure sometimes when Chance is not home with you?" She asked. "Like with Taylor, he isn't as famous as Chance but I think he's sleeping around on me, how do you handle all the stress that comes along with dating guys like these?"

"Hold up now," I started. "You shouldn't compare the two in terms of fame, I think it's just that Chance got discovered and started before his brother did means that he may have more fans than Taylor but he is awesome too, he's a rapper as well. And no I don't, I honestly trust Chance. Even though we haven't had sex yet I don't think he'd cheat on me," I said as I motioned for her to let me hit her blunt taking a pull. "And I don't think Taylor is sleeping around on you, the way he talks about women and respecting them, I don't think he'd do that to you." I told her as I blew smoke out of my mouth and nose before taking another pull passing it back to her.