a book about Elora and everyone when they were younger to show you what led up to what you've read in previous books such as Falling in Love and Sweet. i'm writing this to give you all a background story essentially, i hope you enjoy it !
dark topic...
i'm back home and honestly didn't know what to do with myself.
i've had somebody staying with me every day to make sure i was okay, which was mainly Freezy now that i think about it.
Tobi has been so patient with me throughout this whole thing and i genuinely appreciated it so much. he wouldn't get angry and if i ever needed to just rant, he wouldn't say anything and just listened to me.
everyone hasn't made me feel like shit about what happened which i was grateful for because i already feel bad enough. they just check in and make sure i'm good and it's almost like it never happened in a way.
back to Freezy though, he was currently laying beside me in my bed. he brought me flowers and a teddy bear which i think is so sweet.
"you wanna go get some Nando's?" he looks over at me.
i wasn't really hungry but i know if i said no he would get frustrated because he's just tryna make sure i eat something.
"yeah we can" i nod.
he gets up and helps me up since i still have that stupid walking boot on, he hands me my crutches and we head out the door.
when we get to his car, he opens the door for me and helps me get in "thank you"
"no, thank you for coming with me" he smiles at me before closing the door and getting in.
he hands me his phone so i can play music on aux while he drives "are you sure you wanna hand it to me?"
he laughs "why not? oh no- are you gonna play sad music?"
"maybe- i mean it's the best type of music in my opinion" i laugh.
he shakes his head "just play something i know"
i nod and put on 'All I Ask by Adele' aka one of my favorite's.
"i will leaveeeee my heart at the door, i won't say a wordddd they've all been said before, you know" i start singing along.
"so why don't we just play pretenddd, like we're not scared of what is coming next or scared of having nothing left-" he starts to sing along but stops right before the high note.
i laugh and continue singing "LOOK DON'TTTT GET ME WRONG I KNOWWW, THERE IS NO TOMORROWWWWWW- ALL I ASK ISS IFFF THIS IS MY LASTTTT NIGHTTTT WITH YOUUUUU"
"HOLD ME LIKE I'M MORE THAN JUST A FRIENDDDD, GIVE ME A MEMORY I CAN USEEEEEEEE- TAKE ME BY THE HAND WHILE WE DO WHAT LOVERS DO"
"it's matter how this endsss, cause what if i never loveeee again" he joins me on the last part.
we continue singing as we arrive at Nando's and he parks.
he gets out and rushes over to open my door before i can do it myself "you don't have to keep opening the doors for me"
he grabs my crutches and grabs my hand, helping me out the car "i know but i want to. it'd be rude to make you do it alone"
"well thank you, i appreciate it" i say as we walk into the building.
we order our food and sit at a table waiting for it to come out.
"how are you feeling?" he looks at me.
"honestly? horrible. the withdrawals i'm having are shitty as hell but i'm trying to push through it" i sigh.
he nods "i'm proud of you for trying, i'm sure it's hard"
i smile "i appreciate it"
he smiles back and just stares at me for a bit which confuses me.
"uh- hello? earth to Freezy" i say waving my hand in front of his face.
"hm? oh- sorry" he laughs and i could see his face getting a bit red.
"are you good?" i ask.
he nods and changes the subject "oh look our food is coming"
i look at him with a raised eyebrow confused on what the hell just happened but i brush it off once i get my food.
we were going to eat it inside but fans started noticing us so we decided to leave and eat it at the flat.
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we were sitting on the couch, eating our food and watching tv.
Tobi decided to join to make sure nothing was going on between us which i didn't understand why he would because Freezy and i are just friends.
"JJ and Simon were talking about having a cookout tonight with everyone" Tobi looks at me.
"are you going?" i question.
he nods "yeah and i wanted you to come along too, he's going"
i look at him "are you?"
Freezy nods and i look back at Tobi "i guess i'll go then"
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at the sidemen house, i greeted everyone and we were currently all in the backyard. it was dark outside but they had some lights on.
i slowly make my way to a chair and sit down beside Freya.
"hi darling! how are you doing?" she smiles at me.
i smile back "i'm alright thank you, how are you?"
"that's good! i'm doing quite alright myself" she nods.
Freezy walks outside and lays on a sun chair in front of us, still chatting with Josh and Vik.
"i've noticed you lot around each other a lot lately.. anything happening?" she whispers to me.
i look at her confused and whisper back "nah he's just been there to make sure i'm good"
"are you sure there's not more?" she smirks.
i shake my head "don't be silly"
just my luck, Freezy tells me to come over to him so i get up slowly and walk over to him like asked.
he pats his lap, signaling me to sit down which confused me at first but i feel safe with him so i did it.
once i sit on his lap, i lean back so i'm laying on him and he wraps his arms around me.
Freya has the biggest smirk on her face and i just couldn't help but laugh.
talk about horrible timing.
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