FOREVER LINKED TOGETHER ||Aqua Hoshino/Gorou Amemiya X OC||

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 4: 𝙐𝙣𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙍𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙨𝙚

[Emerald POV]

Pretty, perfect, beautiful, enchanting, passive, agressive, dominant, delicate, rough....... Pretty, perfect, beautiful, enchanting, passive, agressive, dominant, delicate, rough.... Pretty, perfect, beautiful, enchanting, passive, agressive, dominant, delicate, rough....Pretty, perfect, beautiful, enchanting, passive, agressive, dominant, delicate, rough....Pretty, perfect, beautiful, enchanting, passive, agressive, dominant, delicate, rough....Pretty, perfect, beautiful, enchanting, passive, agressive, dominant, delicate, rough....Pretty, perfect, beautiful, enchanting, passive, agressive, dominant, delicate, rough....Pretty, perfect, beautiful, enchanting, passive, agressive, dominant, delicate, rough....Pretty, perfect, beautiful, enchanting, passive, agressive, dominant, delicate, rough....

"Sweet Heart?" asked dad as his voice reached me

"Um- yeah?" i asked him

"Are you alright? you've been staring to space for quite a while" he said corncern

"Yes, it's just that i'm a little bit tired. I've done a lot of roles throughout my carreer, even though i'm just 17" i said with a sigh

"That's true-" he said with a smile "That's why we have insisted you to have some rest, being an actress, model, voice actress, producer, lyricist, and idol is really rough" he said with a caring tone

"Yeah i totally get it" i answered with a smile "Where's mom?" i asked him

"She's at work, setting the photoshoot of today's  after noon in one o Starlight's buildings" answers dad

"Don't you think life is weird?"  i ask with doubts

"What do you mean?" as he sits by my side on the couch

Unlike back then, he nor mom are cruel. They are sweet, caring and i've grown to trust them, it felt weird to go through childhood again, even my teen years. But this time around, i wasn't preasssured, at least family wise. This time around i was heard, understood, and given so much love that i couldn't afford before, that's why this part of being reincarnated doesn't bother me. I actually enjoy it, it's refreshing. I place my head on his lap, as he gets a blanket on the other side covering me, he then pats my hair, playing with it. 

Befor i hated being touched, i was repulsed. But i've grown to crave this sort of affection, my life is completely different. And at least i can be happy,  but she's craving revenge, she wants to make them pay.... i don't know if i should continue-

"Let's say hypothetically speaking, reincarnation actually works" i started saying awkwardly

"Yeah? so hypothetically speaking..." he told me to continue

"There's this woman, she didn't have a good life-" i sigh in between sentences, i haven't revisited this memories in years "Her parents were cruel to her, she knew only people were nice to her because of her looks and popularity, she never learned how to love and lied all the time to stay alive-" i looked up to dad who was intently listening "well this is all a novel i read online, so-" i laughed awkwardly, thankfully he bought it "She decided to commit suicide, but a boy came and changed her life for the better, she got away from her family, moved in with him, and even if she couldn't make her dream come true. She at least found someone who cared for her, but as they grew up, he had an obsession with idols that he had already gotten over. But resurfaced when this idol came out, but the girl saw herself at least her past self on her. This caused them to drift away a bit, and she met a young boy who was in a sort of similar situation. She offered him her kindness, and be a safe place. He trusted her, and told her everything he was going through, all she could do was comfort him. And she started fixing her relationship with the man, they got engaged. Then they had to move to their hometown, she tells the young boy and he lies saying he was fine. Not before the girl and her fiancee go to this idol's concert, were she get's sick. Causing a small argument, years pass and they are happy with two kids they adopted in the hospital. But his obsession with the idol comes back, because one of the kids, who died not to long after, this causes fights between them and he starts treating her like her parents did. After dreaming of having her own child, she gets pregnant, but hides her pregnancy from her husband, since she's scared because of his attitude lately-"