My hope (Hera x fem reader) Book 1

Episode 4: Fighter Flight

Y/n's pov
"Ok you can do this" I walked into the kitchen to find chopper and Ezra sitting at the table. I smiled knowing what he was trying to do. I sat down across from him and watched. I saw the bowl move witch was shocking but as the bowl started to float I saw chopper yawing his are to lift it.

"Yes!" I look looked sadly over to my little brother who was just confused on why I was sad.

'Wa wa waaaaaaaaa'

"Very funny chopp but I don't need your help"

'Oh well sorry me Jedi master. Here's your bowl back' chopper threw the bowl he was holding and threw it at Ezra looked surprised that he did that.

"Chopper! Come back here, you rolling junk pile!" Shaking my head I walked out of the kitchen I walked into the cockpit to find Hera. God she was so pretty. But the way I looked at her she looked a Kanan so I didn't stand a chance.

"Hey how's Ezra doing" I snapped out of my thoughts with her question.

"He's doing good your droid messed with him though" Hera's smile disappears.

"What did he do" she asked looking really scared.

"Nothing to bad. He just mad Ezra believe he lifted a bowl with the force and then when Ezra found out he got mad. Then chopper threw the bowl at Ezra." Hera but her head in her hands the more I went on about what her droid did. We herd a crash coming from the cargo hold so we both ran to see what happened. Hera stood at the railing looking mad. I stood behind her looking at Zeb on top of Ezra.

"It's his fault" Zeb and Ezra said together. I just smiled at them while Hera was still looking at them. Mad and disappointed.

"My fault!? This is your fault" Zeb said while getting of my brother. Hera went over to the ladder to start heading down there to yell at them.

"Don't go blaming this on me!"

"Enough!" I shouted and they all turned to look at me. I looked over to Hera and closed eye smiled at her. When I opens my eyes I saw she had a little blush on her face but the ship was a little warm so I didn't think anything of it.

"This is my ship you're wreaking. , and I want you off it." Lading on the cargo hold I watched as Hera opened the the big door. Zeb and Ezra tried to tell Hera why the other one should go and they should stay.

"Ok that's it Ezra your going with Zeb to got get stuff so that I can make food. And don't you dare even think about coming back before getting a meiloorn fruit" staring over Ezra and glaring at Zeb he didn't seem to be scared of me but Ezra did.

"Am I clear" Ezra nodded his head fast while Zeb just rolled his eyes. Whit put a second thought I picked him up with the force and threw him of the ship. Ezra just calmly walked off marking at Zeb on the ground. I tripped Ezra with the force with the both looked back at me.

"See you soon" waving my hand while Hera shut the door for me. I heard Ezra say something but I could make it out. Hera came up next to me and gave me a fist bump.

'Y/n' my eyes going wide I spun around fast.

"Master?" I whispered.

"Y/n are you ok?" Turning my head to look at Hera eh o had but her hand on my shoulder. She look concerned.

"Ya I'm just tired I'm gonna go lay down" taking her hand of my shoulder and holding it for a second. I realized what I was doing and blushed letting go and climbing up the ladder to get to out shared room. Once I got in the room I sat on my bunk and started to meditate trying to find out why I could here my master. All of the sudden everything came flossing into me. What Obi wan did to him on mustafar, Oder 66 at the temple, and who he became. I stoped meditating and climbed down off my bed. I grabbed the hologram Anakin gave me, the seeker ball, and my sabers. Hera and Kanan were sitting in the common area. They didn't see me because they were yelling at Zeb and Ezra for something but I didn't care. I hit the button to open the door and walked out side. Finding a rock not to far from the sip I put the disk down and watched as my master appeared. He was tinted blue but I could still see how he look during the clone wars.

"Alright let's get started. I know you really want to do this so I'll stop wasting time." Rolling my eyes I tired on the seeker balls. It stared to soot at me while my master talked me through forms and good ways to attack.

"I know it's hard for you with the whole 'no love for the Jedi' considering your........... I don't know. I remember you told me and I don't care you'll still be my padawan either way. I know this isn't important to your training but I just want you to know that I care about you." Wiping away the tears I started smiling. Ain always knew that it was hard trying to figure out my sexuality just because I would always change it and Jedi aren't allowed to love.

"Alright now that you finished the forms. Use them to strike me" I raised on of my yellow sabers above me and the other I held pointing to the left away from my body. He was yelling out different forms when all of the sudden I say a 14 year old Ashoka and me at 9.

"Master Obi-wan and Captain Rex need you ain" smiling at the old nickname I would call him. Ashoka got behinds him and started pushing him while I dragged on his arms. Anakin yelled for R2 to end the recording. I saw a sad looking Ezra and Zeb walking back to the ship. Looking back I saw Kanan and Hera standing in the ship looking at me. Did they hear what he said at the beginning or did they just see me training now. I'm hoping it's the second one. I really did not need to know what they thought of me right now. I really didn't hear what Ezra and Zeb said to Hera and Kanan.

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It was now night time. Everyone was in their room but me. I was sitting on the couch reading over my holopad. All of the sudden I saw Ezra walking over to me.

"Hey are you okay?" All he did was shake his head not one lay down on my lap.

"What's wrong?"

"I had a nightmare."

"Well do you want me to take you back to bed?" He shook his head no and closed eyes. I started to sing a random song and soon we both fell asleep.

Hi I'm so sorry this took so long to come out I was have writers block. Love you guys.