Pov Noof
"And I try to understand why you would do this all to me
You must be insecure, you must be so unhappy
And I know, in my heart, hurt people hurt people
And we both drew blood, but, man, those cuts were never equal"
I see out of the corner of my eye that Harry and the other boys are moving through the crowd, forward. No stress Noof... just sing further and don't let them distract you... I tell myself while I keep on singing.
"And I try to be tough, but I wanna scream. How could anybody do the things you did so easily?And I say I don't care, I say that I'm fine. But you know I can't let it go. I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long... It takes strength to forgive, but I don't feel strong"
I feel shocked for a second cause I see that Harry's helped onto the podium. My heartbeat skips a hundred beats and I don't know what to do next. Within five seconds Harry is actually standing in front of me. I don't know what to say. But then I think of the lyrics of the song, perfect...
"Ooh
Do you think I deserved it all?"
Thousands of things are happening at the same time. The audience watches in surprise, as their Harry Styles is suddenly on stage. The security guards, who rush onto the stage as quickly as possible. Niall, Liam, Louis and Zayn, who are all looking intently towards us. It's just all too much for me. No anxiety attack right now, please... I beg my body. Think Noof, what did your singing coach say about moments like these? Exactly, doesn't matter how or what, just keep singing, just go ON!
"Ooh
Your flower's filled with vitriol"
Harry is abruptly pushed off the stage by one of the security men, also known as one of the bodyguards. And then with the focus on "push", he is not removed from the stage, no, he is pushed off.
"You built me up to watch me fall"
I see Harry land with a big thud on the ground. Then he looks up, at the stage, at me. Noof, this is your performance, so go the fuck on!
"You have everything and you still want more"
The boys rush over to Harry and kneel next to him, probably asking, "Are you okay? Are you okay?" Ugh...
"I try to be tough, I try to be meanBut even after all this, you're still everything to me..."
I look at the ground and immediately get a death glare from Niall, he looks quite angry...
"And I know you don't care, I guess that that's fine
But you know I can't let it go
I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long
It takes strength to forgive, but
I'm not quite sure I'm there yet
It takes strength to forgive, but"
Hey babes! What do we think of this chapter? I know there's quite a lot of lyrics in it but I just wanted to put that in, since it suits the story quite good I guess. I hope you don't find it too boring so, anyways, just let me know haha! Okay, I thought this all sounded so silly, so I think I'll just say bye and see ya! Xxxxxxxxxxx
Btw: I already have some kind of holiday (activity week) so you can expect more, nicer and better parts :3
Love, Morris
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nobody's perfect
Roman pour AdolescentsThis story is about a boy named Noof. He's fourteen years old and has a horrible live. His parents hate him, basically for one reason only; he's not perfect. Noof has four older brothers who all live on their own, so he is completely alone. One day...
