Blood Sins

Desperation

Juno's POV:

For the next few days I avoid going to school, I just can't seem to force myself to go out. I've also been ignoring all of Andy's texts and calls. I don't know how to face him. I'm worried about him but the thought of seeing him makes my stomach twist with fear. I'm unsure of what he's become. As I'm lying in my bed staring at my ceiling I hear a knock at my window, ~What the fuck it's one in the morning!~ I freeze momentarily before getting up and looking outside my window, I'm met with the view of Andy's face staring back at me. He had climbed the gutter drain like he always used to do when we were younger. I stare back at him for a moment before I open my window hesitantly.

"What the fuck are you doing here??" I ask in confusion attempting to hide the fear in my voice.

"You weren't answering my calls."

"Yes I know that Andy, don't you think there was probably a reason for that!" he completely ignores my comment.

"It's getting bad again Juno...can I please come in?"

I stand there for a moment debating on what to do before ultimately stepping aside and letting him crawl in through my window. Once he's in my room I take a few steps back so that there's a gap between us. I can tell that this saddens him.

"What do you mean it's getting bad again??" although I already know the answer.

"The hunger is back, and it's even stronger this time. It's so fucking painful. It's unlike anything I've ever experienced before. My fangs keep sliding out against my will and all I can think about is feeding. I'm barely hanging on."

"Then why the fuck would you come here?!"

"To be honest I don't know...I know it's risky but I wanted to see you." I could tell that he wasn't in his right mind, the hunger clearly clouding his thoughts. I close my eyes and sigh. I can feel myself begin to shake with fear once more. ~Calm down, monster or not, he's still your best friend and he needs you right now.~ I walk over to my bed and sit down, pulling my knees close to my chest. He follows and sits on the edge of my bed, keeping his distance. We sit in silence for a little while when suddenly he groans in pain and grabs his stomach. He turns away from me but I can still see his fangs slide out. My breath catches in my throat and I freeze for a moment before reaching forward and turning him to face me. He stares back at me clearly in pain. I reach out and run my thumb over the veins that course under his eyes. He winces as I do so. I scan his face with my eyes slowly, taking in the monstrous sight. Suddenly his face drops into a look of fear. He looks me in the eyes before saying

"I think I might be dead." my stomach drops and I narrow my eyes.

"W-what?"

"Listen.." he says pointing at his chest. I lean down and place my ear against him, my eyes widen as I realize that he's right.

"No heartbeat.." I say slowly. He nods in response. "Oh my God, you're dead?? How is that possible?"

"I've been thinking, it'd be possible if I had become a vampire..." my eyes widen with realization as the pieces fit together in my brain. ~Him being a vampire would make sense...~ he's clearly distraught so I lean in close as an attempt to comfort him but once I get a glimpse of how razor sharp his fangs are I pull away quickly.

"Fuck! I'm so hungry. I fucking hate this" he erupts suddenly, he craddles his head in his hands once more. I desperately want to comfort him, to help him but the terror that is building up in me is overwhelming. ~I got to get him out of here before he loses control.~

"I'm really sorry Andy, but I should probably be getting to bed..." I hope that he'll take the hint and leave, he's clearly unstable and I don't want him to attack me. He glances up quickly with a look of distress.

"Can I please stay here tonight?? I promise I'll leave in the morning before your mom knows." I open my mouth to tell him no but instead I say-

"Yeah, that's fine I guess." ~Fuck! Why did I say that!!~ I want to take it back but it's too late, he's already laying down on my bed. I curse myself silently as I lay down on the bed next to him. I turn my lamp off and roll over onto my side so that my back is facing him. Some time passes by when suddenly I feel him slide his arms around my waist and he begins to spoon me from behind. ~What the hell? He's never held me like this before??~ my body goes stiff as I feel his lips softly caress my neck. His breathing picks up as he continues to kiss my skin gently, I bite my lip holding back whatever noise is trying to escape. His kisses begin to linger and become more passionate. As his lips slide up and down my neck I feel his fangs slide out and begin to caress my skin as well, this sends chills down my spine. I attempt to pull away but he holds me in place with his inhuman strength. His lips suck on an area for a few minutes causing me to squirm, I've never really been touched before so I feel like my skin is burning ~Fuck this feels good, but what if he bites me??~ as soon as that thought enters my mind I know that I need to end this.

"Andy....Andy please stop." I force myself to mutter out however he doesn't budge "Andy!!" I say raising my voice. This seems to grab his attention and he pulls away quickly. I can see the red of his eyes glowing in the dark as he stares back at me in shock. "Fuck I'm so sorry, I can't control myself right now. I need to head home so I don't cause any damage." and with that he stands and runs out of my window. I sit up in shock at how quickly he had ran, he practically flew. I rubbed my hand over my neck and sigh. Eventually I lay back down and slowly drift into sleep.