Cause i do (sequel to your's lovingly )

life's lemon

Hoseok's pov

 should i knock ? wait i have the keys , god dammit , i can do it right ?. The way i did breathing exercises would make me chuckle up but this wasn't the moment . The room was dark ,i mean what interesting can this room, i heard a growl , who is present here and why is he locked ? , i turned on the lights . I never knew how much i was desperate to hear the voice until a tear rolled down my face "bitch , seriously ? you came in without knocking i told you to leave me and you even locked me , You dared to come back .i bet one day you'll find me jerking off and you would regret coming inside my room" he spoke without looking away from the computer , his eyes,skin,hair,sharp features, his voice nothing changed . He finally turned towards me , he looked at me as if his breath stopped but then a smile rosed on those pretty lips , god i want to kill this whole world ,raise an Arason to protect my person's smile "oh my silly puppy " he called out opening his arm . It looked like i saw her again the person who fought for me and left me calling me again towards her , i couldn't walk but i want the hug i am in need of this . I might look vulnerable with these tears , lips that are shuttering but he is calling me and i need him .

 He smiled and hugged me . His hug was warm ,i nuzzled into his neck the smell was home ,this place is real , he is here ,it felt like I was safe when my mom hugged me back. I didn't know i was stiff until his hands reached inside my hair , it relaxed every nerve of mine "How are you baby?" he asked to move back , how dare he ask this question "don't baby me ,you cheater, you heart breaker , ho-how can you smile when i am fucking crying here " i bladdered every nonsense i could say " who me?whose heart did i break?" he asked simply , wait so he never felt the same "mine ,you left me , are you dumb or was i that weak at showing you my feelings back them ,don't you know that i love you tell the truth please" though i as asked for the truth , i am scared , i feel dizzy all my tears and love was meant for nothing ? is it one sided ? it's shaking my bones to their core , my heart suddenly started beating scarily ,until...until a feather touched my lips , my eyes almost popped off the sockets , he was giving me a peck."did i answer every question that is running in your mind love?" he spoke softly as his fingers were caressing my hand .He looked up to meet my eyes that gummy smile that stopped my heart on the day one did its same crime again .

 I can't stop now, i grabbed his neck ,taking his lips into mine . Devouring every corner of his mouth was one memory but the way his hands were trying to hold me but couldn't get a grip so he chose to hold my shirt is how i am gonna remember this memory ." i love you" i said moving back " pardon?" he said " i love you yoongi and i will prove you how much i loved and missed you in these past year , am sorry that couldn't help jin hyung when he went through that but i promise you that ,the day like that would never occur to you " i said whatever ran in my mind " i know you won't hurt me ,all i wanna know how much you love me baby?" he said as i intertwined our fingers " and what about catching you while jerking off huh?" i asked taking a step towards him " kitten" i called out, making him blink twice and those cheeks flushed in pink, i remember how he used to act when i once called him as kitten , he dropped the coffee that day not once but thrice " hey ge-get out of this genius place ,go" he said pushing me towards the door  "i want to cuddle " i said which came out more like an order " please " i continued " here?, no baby we can't " he was talking but i laid on the couch and pulled him on to me. I love how he calls me baby and i will stay his forever and if people have to die they can , i will personally arrange them the equipment required .I nuzzled into his neck  and he just hugged me .

Author's pov

Jin was showing Taehyung the set and explaining the shoot " Mr. kim please go and change , your co- partner is on his way" he said and there was namjoon just admiring him. Taehyung changed into a black formal wear and came back just to have a heart attack .Man wanted to disappear into thin air , he saw jungkook in the same formal outfit but colours were different with a sly smirk waiting for him " oh look Mr. kim is here too ,please stand here sir " said the cameraman , the shoot was smooth until they had to take some sensual photos " could you like lean on each other ?" The camera man asked .Jungkook came in front of Taehyung and leaned his head on Tae's shoulder looking at the camera , look who got a boner on the set . The whole shoot was themed on a confident gay and a person who is having gay panic . As soon as Taehyung excused himself for washroom .

Meanwhile jin was talking with Yeji , when he turned around he saw namjoon right behind " Mr.kim?" he gasped " jin?...are you still mad at us ?" Namjoon asked "oh kim,no i am not it is in the past , i move on from people like you do" he said " can you stop honouring us with our surname then?" namjoon asked " of course namjoon, but where is your wife?" he asked and Namjoon could see the sarcasm in the words oozing out , he found this version of jin more attractive of course he created this version ." i am not married and she passed away" he said " oh my , why didn't you marry her isn't she the love of your life ?" jin asked as his smirk increased  . Jin backed away when Namjoon got a smirk " let's get to the facts honey , you know i loved you and i still do ,whether you love me back or not i don't give a fuck cause i love you and you will do the same" namjoon said in a warning tone " of course namjoon after all the things you did to me and after calling me a hooker i would die to fall in love with you , got get a reality check " jin said and turned away to walk but was pulled " you are going to honey " namjoon said as jin tried to pull his hand back " namjoon we are in a fucking office " he warned " i love  you honey " namjoon sang leaving  the hand .jin huffed in anger when he saw namjoon walking towards kwan with an annoying smirk.

jin walked towards jungkook and whispered something, making the boy look so surprised and excited . Jungkook gave a bunny smile and ran away jumping .meanwhile Taehyung returned from a very stressful moment and stopped when he heard cheers from a room ,'what's wrong in taking a look' he though and peeked inside to get another heart stroke , there was a person in all white , angels were his personal assistants maybe but his dance moves forgot gravity exist . this blonde hair was like fairy dust " should i go back to the washroom again?" he asked but Jimin noticed him " Taehyung hyung " he yelled and ran towards him. Taehyung wants him to run into his hug like this but the situation is too messed up for fantasy .