Cause i do (sequel to your's lovingly )

Bipolar

Jin's pov

It was early..too early in the morning when i felt someone , weightless on me kissing my face making me shoot open my eyes , i sat up making her adjust on me " good morning angel" i wished her rubbing my eyes to open up clearly " i love you so much jinie" she whispered and hugged me i did hug her back "why suddenly ? is it april 1st?" i asked and she moved back with a scoff " wow the audacity to push my love away like this" she crossed her arms " calm down angel , i love you " i said to her " i am so thankful that you made him normal , whenever such things happen it will last for two days " she explained  "it's because ..." i tried to confront her but she looked up " i know it is because he is sad and tired , i am always sent to grandpa's house ...away from him " she pouted , little souls ...not only her but they are many children who are like her they suffer and then grow up with that haunting memories building themselves  and their personality , i won't let kwan ever experience this ever again " you will never go or stay away from him again but looks like you are going somewhere?" i asked her to looking at the way she is dressed " we are taking her out for breakfast hyung " hoseok said taking her away from " can i go ?" she asked me and i nodded my head " i'll inform your dad once he wakes up okay " i assured her and she smiled while waving me a bye .

I looked beside me , he was sleeping like a baby with those smooth snores , his baby puffed cheeks , bare face ... my eyes almost popped out when his face started to move , i stood up to leave but he pulled me back on to the bed " morning darling " he greeted " move i need to leave" i told him " at least greet me back" he whined "i never learned it educate me sir " i said and he smiled " say good morning my joonie baby " he said and god how much i tried to fight back my smile " why should i call you that ?" i asked " cause i am your joonie " he answered " mine? no..not mine " i argued " come on you said you love me right ?" he asked , didn't he fall asleep  " wh- when did i say such things?" i said and he looked at me for a good fistful time and then he hovered above me jeez i lost my brain and heart beat " k-kim" i shuttered " i didn't sleep , i was enjoying your warm love " he sang " but you were drunk " i said i know he will forget once he is completely normal " i lost the habit of forgetting" he spoke and i just uttered the ohhh sound , i mean that's how we receive new information " i love you . my love. my angel . my sunshine . my moon " he was kissing my face at every 'my' , i was enjoying it a little too much that my whole face turned red in colour " say it back " he asked moving a little away from my face , i placed my finger on his lips shutting him up " shuu... let me enjoy it a little more " i said and he wheezed like a kid and laid beside me hugging 

 " can i get a kiss ?" he asked " what will i get in return ?" i asked and he thought for a second " my life " he answered, smiling " deal" i said and moved closer to his lips and i could hear his heart beating  and his eyes were tensed , i kissed his tip of the nose and moved back " sorry i thought of giving it to the lips but morning bre.." i didn't even finish and he pulled me into a kiss , his hand behind my neck pulling my face closer while the other hand was on my waist . His tongue , i felt it on my lips trying to separate my lips apart and guess it won , i felt his tongue roaming oh sorry devouring my mouth and i didn't put up a fight why should i ? when i like it . He moved back and smiled " don't give me such stupid reasons hyung , your a tease " he said " am i?" i teased him and i promise at how scary his eyes contrasted " don't be such a tease hyung i might lose my sanity and make you question your sanity " he said as his face nuzzled near my neck making me shutter " you smell delicious and taste good too but" he stopped and kissed the flesh visible " i will make sure you see your own vulnerable self " he sang and sucked on it and if i let it continue i am scared of the next thing but he wasn't letting me move " joonie stop it " i asked and he looked up smiling " i am hungry hyung " he asked , this bitch i never knew he had personality disorder one time he spoke the unholy things he want to show me and then he is here asking for food , scary, kinky and mine ..well i am lucky unlike the weird potatoes who are reading this and feeling single ...hopeless romantic y'all.