Cause i do (sequel to your's lovingly )

Her Hero

Jimin's pov 

It was raining , the only time I realized I had a fantasy that i crave for, the only time i feel like the hand around my neck which forces me to be perfect loses its grip . It feels like i am getting washed up from the dirt of the world . The smell, the warmth in the cold , the gloom everything is great when it rains . I was enjoying the scene when i felt my shirt getting tugged , I looked down to see kwan smiling as she opened her arms to get picked "Why are you out here , you'll catch the fever kwan ?" i asked picking her up " it feels good standing in rain ,like getting showered with love " she said closing her eyes letting the rain drench her small face , love? did she ever actually receive it? from them ?she never would have someone to blabber about her day at school , she would have always eaten alone without her family members , i mean they are Kim's they never give time for someone expect for their work , does she know how it is to get loved ? i might be over dramatic but his little fairy must be craving things she doesn't speak out but all i could say back to her was "love from the nature kwan ".... It was silence between us it was good as we were looking at the darkness of the sky , i felt her staring at my side profile " don't you get sad ?" she asked and i raised my eyebrow " you have no parents right " she sang hesitatingly .

Namjoon's pov 

No not that question , it's personal . I moved a little to stand up but jin held my hand making me sit back , his smile eased my inner hesitation "eat those veggies " he said in a warning tone . I was curious myself , did jimin ever feel sad for no parents ? heck did my princess feel the same ? i was impatient and i was getting scared for an unknown reason until the hand on my wrist crawled onto my hands , i call it caress and i love it . Now you might wonder how we can hear , well they were too close to us just a thin , blue tinted glass was in between ."i never felt sad , maybe because i have them....my own family " jimin's voice sounded some much in peace " but there is no parent" kwan asked " well family doesn't always need mom and dad kwan...a person who takes care of you , cry for you , someone who protects you from yourself is alone your family " he said " like who ?" she asked and there was some silence ,unbarring one for me . " like your dad " jimin said " appa?" kwan said i could imagine her small face with those scrunched eyebrows and her head tilting to one of the sides "Yes like i said , does your dad take care of you ?" jimin asked " he does " kwan sang "cry for you ?" jimin asked ...did i ?but then i heard her squeal voice " yes , when i got a fever and then no one lifted the call he sat near my bed crying for me to stay strong and i was his only reason ... i don't what reason but yeah he cried like a baby " she narrated and the vivid picture of that day played on my eyes , i was startled up my bones on reminding that seeing her lifeless made me go maniac . i came back to hear the next question " does he protect you kwan ?" jimin asked it very slowly " every father does that ?" she answered earning a giggle from him"did you ever feel so much pain that you don't know the reason for?" he asked and it was uneasy from me , i felt like the question might hurt her fragile heart or something , it didn't add up to me .

Jimin's pov 

It was silence , did i hurt her ? Did she not understand the question in the original intended way? but then her eyes started to tear up shit i touched the sensitive shit ...damn i am baby myself how can i console her but then she nuzzled closer into my neck " i did get that feeling when my friends stopped talking to me because i am weird , my teachers only talk nice to me when they need something from appa , i have no..friends cause i have no mom , they say appa bought me out of pity and..and " her voice ended up in silence , oh my heart .. it got stabbed people are really cruel out there , i don't know when but i was crying along with her " where did you go then away from these ?" i asked and she moved back " appa" she said and then her face light up "appa always says that kids are jealous off my intelligence and i was the best gift god gave him that share his blood and beauty " she said guess kim namjoon isn't such a bad dad after all ."now are you sad for having parents ?" i asked and she beamed " i have my hero ,appa" she said though i know every child craves for two types of parents in life but let her get contained for once . " oh.. i have a... do you think i am talking too much ?" she asked me " no but i do think you're pretty intelligent for being this curious " i said the truth " why is mom always a girl ?" she asked "well who said that ? i'll give you a description and if anyone matches it , they are perfect for being the mom parent one they should be protecting you and your hero , no mom loves her husband more than the child and if they do she isn't perfect . two they should know how to handle you and warn you to forehead your decisions , call it intelligence , three they should never back up to bear the pain for you , call it sacrifice . That is how the nature of mom is built up and any person who does will be your mom cause no stranger will do these willingly if they don't love you " i completed and she looked like she is taking some notes " i got it , she doesn't has to be 'she' " kwan said " i am still craving for more ice cream " she said pouting and i laughed her looking at her stomach as if she sorry for it cause she didn't feed it properly " me too jin hyung is a real Satan" i said " i wish i was an owner to some ice cream shop " she imagined " i wish for a island of it " i said and she wowed dreamily and i just joined her like why not ? it's so good to live just to eat .