So obviously if you've known me for awhile you know that this was one of this short stories I used to make and this was a way for me to vent without putting my problems into words.
That's why I started re writing it on 10/5/2023
This is New York Has Lost An Angel
enjoy !
warning this story will contain dark topics like death and dealing with the death of a loved one. Please if you do not wish to read about that click off now. Drinking, Smoking, Self Harming, and Anger Issues will be displayed in this story.
Dear Luke, by the time you find this letter I will be long gone. Cancer is a jerk I know but I can't live like this anymore the sickness has overcome me. But you'll be okay I know you will. You lived before us and you can live after us. I asked you to live for me before you left to pick up my mum and I wrote this letter while you were gone so I guess you could say this was the last thing I had done. I believe I would have thought about you.
You were my world Luke I don't know if I could have lived if I were you right now. I want you to move on though. You deserve a happy and fulfilling life. Forget me if that's it takes for you to live a happy life. The truth is, I never thought I could love someone as much as I love you. You were my soulmate, my best friend, my confidant. Every moment spent with you was a moment I cherished. I will always remember those moments, the moments we laughed, the moments we cried, the moments we held each other tight.
I know it hurts right now, but believe me, time will ease the pain. Remember the good times, and know that I loved you with all my heart. I want you to know that I don't regret anything. Every moment spent with you was worth it. Love like ours doesn't come around often, and I am grateful for every moment I had with you. As I write this letter, I am filled with so many emotions. Sadness, regret, and even a little bit of happiness.
Happiness because I know that I got to experience love like ours. I am grateful for that. Please, don't blame yourself for anything. You were the most loving and caring partner anyone could ask for. You gave me so much
-Ashton
# sinn speaks
i think this is probably the most I will ever be attached to a book.
I seriously love this book to no end and I think it shows such a heart breaking
part of my life and it makes me so happy to be able to grow from it and I hope that
all of you enjoy this just as much as I have been as I've been planning this.
