Teenage dreams.

The continuing of a secret

The continuing of a secret
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Taylor
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Taylor-what the hell are you doing here? I say in a tone.
Jay-because I have to talk to you I know you don't want to but still
is he stupid I do not want to talk to him god.
Taylor-no I don't want to talk to you jay
I get off my bed and stand on my floor holding my head in my hand
Jay-please tay. he says crawling into my room from my window
Taylor-no jay you can't call me that to you my name is taylor got it and you have to leave if noah knew you were here he would quite literally kill you
Jay-please taylor and noah won't kill me
Taylor-you have 3 seconds
Jay-thank you taylor
Taylor-1.. I start counting down
Jay-I know what I said was wrong I do I messed up big time but it hurt me when I found out about you and noah and I got mad and lashed out on you because I love you taylor
Taylor-I appreciate your apology jay I do but you have to wait for me to be ready to talk to you and forgive you so leave I don't want you here
Next thing I know I hear my door open. I turn my head to my door fast
Levi-jay?
Taylor-Levi I thought you and Evelyn and noah went to T's
Levi-uh yeah we were till Alice texted me and said you and your dad got into a little argument and noah is here!
Taylor-fuck jay leave
Jay-no I want you to forgive me now I don't want to wait anymore taylor
Taylor-are you wishing for a fucking ass beating leave now
Jay-fine I'll come back later
Levi-uh no you won't
Jay-like you will do anything
Levi-i might but there is a guy about to come in here that will so I suggest you leave and not talk to tt until she want to talk to you
Jay-fine fine I'm leaving
he turns his head towards me looking at me with a narrow face
Jay-I'll see you around tt.
I watch him climb out my window and go right up to it when he went down the ladder. I turn my head towards Levi to see a disappointed face
Taylor-Levi what's wrong
Levi-I thought my bestfriend wouldn't do anything like this I should've saw it coming
I walk over to Levi and wrap my arms around him
Taylor-Levi this is not your fault and you always have me and Evelyn
Levi-thank you tay
we pull away from each other
Taylor-and oh tell Noah and Evelyn to stay outside we're not staying in this hell hole
Levi-that bad huh?
Taylor-that bad
I grab my jacket and put it on while Levi texted noah
Taylor-you ready?
Levi-yeah
we walk down stairs. I tried to walk as fast as possible to ignore my father but he saw me
David-Taylor where are you and Levi going?
Taylor-uh
me and Levi look at each other knowing damn well I was about to lie
Taylor-we are going to T's
David-mhm is Noah going to be there
Jennifer-David stop
David-it was just a question
Taylor-no he won't be there
David-good
I look over at Levi to see a confused face so I mouth
"I'll tell you later" he shook his head and we walked out the door. I get in the back seat of Levi's van to see my handsome boyfriend and Evelyn talking
Evelyn-hey tt
Taylor-hey. I huffed
Noah-you okay?
Evelyn-yeah why couldn't we go inside
Me and levi look at each other knowing we we're both about to lie again
Levi-uh she just wanted to leave
Evelyn-yeah but we still could've came in
Taylor-no uh I was in a hurry
Evelyn-it took you fifteen minutes tt now what's actually wrong
Taylor-ugh it just my dad being my dad
Evelyn-okay yeah but that doesn't make sense of why we couldn't come I
Levi-babe let it go
Evelyn-no why Taylor
I was getting frustrated because I didn't want Noah to know but it already came out of my mouth
Taylor-because my dad don't like Noah!
I yelled.
I turn to Noah to see is face slowly narrow. I give him a sorry look
Evelyn-oh tt I'm sorry
I stayed looking at noah i couldn't hold it back no more and I gave him a kiss to give him the words I love him and I don't care what my dad says but without the words
Levi-yeah I'm going to start driving now
Evelyn-looks like they will be okay
Taylor-just fine.
he smiles. God I love his smile
Levi-where exactly are we going
me and Noah didn't listen and we kept kissing I liked the rush running through my body while kissing him
Levi-no comment?
Noah tried to turn his head to tell Levi where we should go but I turn his head back my way to my lips
Levi-okay can y'all stop kissing for 3 seconds?
I pull my lips away with a sigh.
Taylor-um I don't know where should we go eve?
Evelyn-uh T's coffee house
Taylor-yeah i guess that works that's where I told my dad I was going anyway
Levi-why didn't you say that the first time I asked
Taylor-well for one I was kinda um in the middle of something and for two you know I was just lying to my dad to get out of there now can I go back to what I was doing?
Evelyn-you mean can you go back to having a make out session with Noah?
Levi-no.
he says right after Evelyn finished her sentence
Taylor-wha-ugh fine
I lay my head in Noah's lap and I stare at him looking at how perfect he his
Noah-what are you staring at?
he says with a smile and his soft voice
Taylor-you my love and how perfect you are
I say as I stare at his ocean blue eyes
Noah-taylor I'm far from perfect
Taylor-no your not
I say with a look
Noah-yeah what makes me so perfect
Taylor-everything noah
Noah-you know I have flaws also right?
Taylor-even those are perfect
Noah smirks
Noah-can I tell you what's perfect?
Taylor-you obviously
we giggle
Noah-you
He says looking down at me. I try to hide my smile I succeeded but I think he knew I was smiling on the inside. I know Levi told me no but he should know the feeling of when you love someone so much and kissing is a perfect way to show it so... I lean up and put my hands on the back of his head and pull him to my lips. He didn't pull back at least I knew he wanted this.
Evelyn-um Levi
Levi-I know!
Evelyn laughs.
Time past 9:12
we pull up to T's me and Noah stopped kissing because Levi said if we didn't I would be walking home. We get out of the car and and walk into the coffee shop. We take our usual seats.
Evelyn-so if you don't mind me asking
Taylor-I already know you want to know what my dad said
Evelyn-uh what no not at-yes I do
Taylor-okay uh well he basically just straight up said he don't like Noah why I don't know but it turned into a little argument and I'm mad at him but it doesn't matter if he doesn't like Noah be I love him.
Levi-okay tt don't get me wrong everything you said understandable but your dad has anger problems are you sure he wouldn't be infuriated that y'all are hanging out after you told him you wasn't hanging out with noah?
Taylor-oh no he would be very angry but I don't care Levi
Evelyn-okay so your keeping noah a secret
I look over at noah and he raises his eyebrow
Taylor-well-i-no?
Noah-so I'm a secret now mhh I kinda like it
Evelyn-why am I not surprised about him saying that
we laughed. after an hour of sitting there talking we decided it was time to go home. We walkout the door when I hear someone shouting my name
Evelyn-who is-oh my god taylor
I turn my head to see my dad walking towards me
fuck. fuck. fuck.
David-Taylor Kay Cameron
he shouts.
Levi-full name tt your fucked
I stand there in fear.
Levi-yeah so we're going to the car
Taylor-oh-okay
Evelyn-yup have fun
Evelyn Levi and noah go and get in the car
My dad finally reaches me and he looks furious
Taylor-dad listen-
David-no Taylor you lied to me and I told you I don't I told you I don't want you near him!
Taylor-i know but I-
David-taylor i you have done everything to ruin our relationship everything I mean why do you think I only hangout with Alice now and this Taylor-this was your last straw
Taylor-of course of course you bring up how much you love Alice and I'm the piece of shit daughter!
David-watch your language!
Taylor-i swear you love her more then you love me!
David-i do!
my heart just broke in half. Why would he say that I knew it was true but I never thought he would admit it and for those words to come out of his mouth.
David-i mean what do you even see in him!
Taylor-everything you don't I love him he has my whole heart dad you just don't understand!
I turn around facing the van and I start walking towards it
David-you come back here we're not done!
I continue walking listening to him yell at me from a distance. I make it to the van and I jump right in...
I was ready to get out of there. Immediately after I got in the car I start feeling hot burning tears roll down my face. Noah knew and pulled me into his arms. I let it all out i couldn't hold it back anymore and it's not like it was embarrassing because I was crying in a car full of people who actually care my dad wasn't in there jay wasn't in there lexi and cassie wasn't in there the only people that were in there were the people I needed except one... alice I know dad made it very clear that she's the favorite and she use to rub it in my face but after what we been through the past few days i can't be mad at her
Evelyn-tt do you want to go home?
I shake my head telling Evelyn no because why would I want to see my father after what he just told me.
Levi-we can all crash at my house my parents aren't home is that okay tt?
Taylor-mhm
I felt them feeling sorry for me I would rather them not. but I would never be able to do stop them from worrying especially not Noah.
Noah continues to hold me like I always do I felt safe on his arms I was hurting but him holding me helped.
he bends down and whispers in my ear
Noah-i love you and I'm all in with you
His words make me smile instead of crying I appreciated that
Noah-do I see a smile?
Taylor-noah you only make me smile
I close my eyes and fall asleep.
when I woke up we're already at Levi's house
we get out of the car and walk inside
Levi-tt you know where the guess room is
Evelyn-hey yeah tt are you sure your okay
Taylor-yeah I'm fine I got you guys I'll be okay
I lied just a little bit there was still a pain in my heart that my father left me and I hate how it felt I hate every single bit of it
Levi-okay well tt if you need us or need to talk you know where my room his
Taylor-thank you but if I need anything I do have this handsome guy sleeping with me tonight I think I will be fine guys
Evelyn-okay tt I love you goodnight
Levi-night tt
they go to Levi's room and me and Noah go to the guess room
i immediately take off my shoes and lay down
Noah lays right beside me
Noah-are you sure your okay
Taylor-yeah
Noah-are you positive because I know you tay and you don't seem okay
Taylor-your right I'm not
I lean myself up to where I'm not laying down anymore
Noah-talk to me
Taylor-i can't I would be a burden
Noah-no you wouldn't a burden is something your Forced to carry against your will and I freely choose to be apart of your life that means your not a burden to me
Taylor-you won't stop until I tell you?
Noah-nope and I have all night
Taylor-fine it's just when my dad said those words my heart broke into a million pieces even though I knew what he said was true and I don't want this feeling I hate it so much and it won't go away but I'll survive I always do but then there's you and I feel like I'm just going to make you unhappy and I won't be the one who makes you smile every day I just feel alone
Noah-tay I smile every day because you exist you don't need to think any of that because I want you tay and I told you I'm all in for better or for worse for you I would ruin myself a million little time before I let you go through this alone you have me you have Levi and Evelyn your not alone and I don't care how complicated this gets I will forever want you and love you
His words always go straight to my heart
Taylor-noah my life will ruin yours
Noah-not if your in it
I slowly smile
Noah-i love you
Taylor-i love you with all my heart noah jones
it felt like he just took my broken heart and placed all the pieces back together
Noah-and I have a little secret
Taylor-what is it?
Noah-i can't tell you it's a surprise silly
Taylor-no surprises are not my thing
Noah-that must suck but your still getting a surprise
Taylor-ugh okay
Noah-you may go to sleep now
Taylor-thank you
i cuddled myself in to him falling peacefully asleep thinking everything things going to be alright
no it wouldn't little did I know tomorrow would be actual hell for me
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                                       Levi ren
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we get to my room and we plop down on my bed
Evelyn-he treats her good don't you think
she wasn't wrong he dose I love that taylor finally has a guy who treats her right and makes her feel special.
Levi-yeha it's like every time she laughs she hopes he watching hoping that he will fall for her smile just as hard as she fell for his
Evelyn-correct. She will be okay right
Levi-it taylor she should be but I think we both know that she won't not until someone fix's her heart
Evelyn-i guess it's a good thing she has noah
Levi-yeah your right
she was right I knew Taylor has been through alot I was there for her whole childhood and it wasn't pretty but she's trying to make the best out of her life right now and she's doing a great fucking job
*ding*
Evelyn-it was your phone
I look at my phone with confusion and shock
Evelyn-who is it?
Levi-its jay....
Evelyn-what the fuck dose he want
to my surprise he was actually trying to help
Levi-he said David is out looking for taylor
Evelyn-shit do you think he will come by here?
Levi-not if I can help it
Evelyn-okay should we tell tt
Levi-absolutely not she has dealt with her dad enough tonight we can handle it
Evelyn-okay should I text Alice
Levi-she's a child Evelyn and it's pasted midnight she's most definitely in bed
Evelyn-okay well should we go out and tell David to stop that she's with us
Levi-um not exactly what I had planned
Evelyn-well what do you have planned
Levi-just put your jacket on and be quiet when we go down stairs okay love?
Evelyn-okie dokie
Levi-okay Eve I love you so much but this guy has very bad anger issues and might end up killing us
Evelyn-yeah you are most definitely not wrong
Levi-no I love you back?
I raise my eyebrow
Evelyn-i love you Levi ren
I smile as dose she and we sneak downstairs and hop in the van
Evelyn-we might be a little late
Levi-why do you say-shit shit shit
we see David's car coming right to our driveway
Evelyn-do we hide or dive or talk to him
Levi-i don't know I guess see where he goes first
Evelyn-okay okay
we watch as he drives by my house he don't stop he just slowly rides by
Levi-well that was easy enough
Evelyn-yeah dummy but follow him
Levi-good idea
I pull out of my driveway and on to the dark rodeos of starshollows creepy rodes
Evelyn-hurry Levi we're losing him
Levi-I'm going im going
all this for Taylor I hope she knows how special she is.