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                                          Hurtplaylist for this chapter I just want to hold her:sigh crushes motorist  Break: Alex gDo I wanna know: Arctic monkeysMatilda:harry stylesTeen romance:lil peepLet the light:Lana del ReyLook after you:th...

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Hurt
playlist for this chapter
I just want to hold her:sigh crushes motorist 
Break: Alex g
Do I wanna know: Arctic monkeys
Matilda:harry styles
Teen romance:lil peep
Let the light:Lana del Rey
Look after you:the fray
Apocalypse-cigarettes after sex
Blank-glare
Fine line-harry styles
You get me so high:the neighborhood
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Noah
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2:44 am
I wake up beside taylor feeling her warm body against mine. I slowly raise up because I needed to talk to evelyn about what me and her had planned
so I slowly and quietly get out of bed letting go of tay. I make it to the bedroom door and i quickly walk out of it. I went to knock on levis door but when I did it slung open. him nor evelyn were in there. They must have went out to do something. I make my way to the kitchen when I hear footsteps behind me. I turn around quickly
Noah-alice?
Alice-where's taylor?
Noah-she's upstairs asleep why? And you should get home
Alice-i will but you should know dad isn't home and I don't know where he is
Noah-if your worried about him coming here he won't
Alice-but noah-
I cut her off I didn't want to hear anymore of this especially when Taylor is up there trying to sleep
Noah-alice go home
Alice walks out the door and I follow her to it and I lock the door I was a little worried because I can tell her dad has anger issues. I turn around to go back to the kitchen but right behind me was taylor
Noah-damn tay you know how to scare a guy
Taylor-I'm sorry what are you doing up?
she says with her gorgeous smile
Noah-i just needed some water
i stuttered
Taylor-why are you lying?
Noah-I'm not
Taylor-yeah whatever I'm going back to sleep. *she scoffs*
Noah-tay wait
She turns around to look at me and I can't help
But to stare at her for a moment I mean her eyes her lips her body she's just so beautiful
Taylor-what?
Noah-how did you know I was lying
Taylor-because you stuttered noah
Noah- I was looking for evelyn so I could talk to her
Taylor-about? She raise's her eyebrow
Noah-about you my love but like I said it's a surprise you have to wait
Taylor-oh I'm sorry
Noah- it's okay tay and you can go back to bed now
Taylor-...no
Noah-you need rest
Taylor-no you obviously didn't find her so where is she
I didn't want to worry her I wanted her to get a good sleep but I'm not going to lie to her again.
Noah-I don't know maybe her and levi went out
Taylor-oh so who was at the door?
Noah-um.
I take a long pause
Taylor-Noah i have not figured your middle name yet jones don't lie
Noah-flynn
Taylor-huh?
Noah-that's my middle name
Taylor-okay "flynn"
She throws her hands up
Taylor-who was at the fucking door noah?
Noah-alice.
I say in a low voice
Taylor-why?
Noah-I don't know I told her to go home
Taylor-why the fucking hell noah!
she yells I heard her yell but never at me it made my heart sink to my stomach.
Noah-she asked where you were and I told you were asleep she said your dad was out and I said she wouldn't come here and told her to go home
Taylor-what the fuck noah what if it was important god are you fucking stupid noah you know how my dad is and knowing him he will come here and take me home and I do not want to go home and you knew that but you don't give a shit your trying to help me but your just making things worse your failing noah!
she yells again my heart stayed in my stomach and my mind started spinning.
Noah-but I-I care tay
Taylor-no Noah you care but here you are trying to protect me when I just need you to be my boyfriend!
Noah-being your boyfriend is just my job then being around you 24/7 and and you having sex with me whenever you want because as your boyfriend I'm supposed to protect you to be your shoulder to fucking cry on to be there to care for you and god because I love you Taylor and I know you fucking love me to I will never be ashamed to love you but you do not get to tell me not to protect you because if i really love you and I do I'm not going to let anyone hurt you!
she smiled
Taylor-I'm sorry
she looks down at the floor
I have no idea why she's smiling
Taylor-I showed you my true colors and they were ugly I understand if you-
I cut her off
Noah-Taylor you will never be ugly in my eyes
I showed her half of my demons and she fell for the thing I thought she would fear I knew I was telling the truth but me yelling at her could've ruined us.
I walk up to and put my hands on her face
Noah-do you think I care about anything but you?
Taylor-I think I'm one of the things you care about
Noah-never your the only
she stares me into the eyes with her look the look you would give someone if you fall madly inlove with them even more
Taylor-Noah I'm sorry
Noah-you've apologized but you shouldn't be ashamed of telling me how you feel I'm here to listen too.
Taylor-I'm ashamed for yelling at the person who just wants to give me the world.
her eyes narrow
Noah-yell at me all you want and I'll still love you and you were not the only one that yelled you hear me
I look at her with a serious look to make sure she's taking my words in
she shakes her head with my hands still on her face and my eyes looking down at her
Noah-if anything we will both me ashamed together but taylor never be ashamed for stuff like that
Taylor-did it hurt you? did me yelling at you hurt you?
I look away from her and let my hands drop from her face because I didn't want to lie and say it didn't but I didnt want to make her hurt for hurting me
there was a moment of silence
Taylor-I hurt you...
I hear her drop to the floor
I walk over to her hearing her cry
I hated it so much especially over me I am not the person to love or cry over and some how I'm fucking shit up I mean she's crying because of me
I bend down wrapping my arms around her listening to her cry kissing her head.
Noah-I love you
Taylor-why I hurt you
she cry's
Noah-Taylor I said I will never stop loving you and you didn't hurt me okay
Taylor-yes I did
Noah-you didn't hurt me I hurt myself I knew what I did was wrong and it was my consequence
Taylor looks up at me with her green teary eyes
Taylor-but I yelled at you
Noah-and I yelled back
she pushes herself in to my arms wrapping hers around me
Taylor-so you're okay your not disappointed?
Noah-I'm okay and I would never be disappointed about that
she looks back at me giving me a quiet but passionate kiss
Taylor-Noah i want to give you the world instead I want you to be the one who lives in happiness and with love no tears
Noah-I already have the world my love my world is you
I see that cute happy smile I love to see on her face
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                                          Levi
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Levi-shit Evelyn he's going to fast
Evelyn-just speed up
Levi-but there's curbs what if we wreck
Evelyn-we won't Levi just spend up a little bit
Levi-okay but Noah and let him know what's going on
Evelyn grabs her phone as i push my foot forward on the gas pedal
Evelyn-hey noah
Noah-hey what's going on
Evelyn explains everything to Noah
Noah-fuck I should've listened to alice
Evelyn-just do not tell Taylor we don't want her to worry
Noah- little to late your on speaker
Evelyn-uh hey taylor
Levi-oh shit!
Evelyn-LEVI WATCH OUT


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