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🍓 written : sep 30, 2023.

Soooo, ash how are you? are you tired? are you well?

We've been so very far from eachother for a very long time yet this day, your birthday holds a special memory in my heart, knowing it was the day you were brought into the world.

Meeting you was like a whole soft marshmallow, you were so fun to get along with, you somehow made the conversation even strive longer even when you said once that you weren't that good at communicating, yet here we are.

We've been bestfriends for months, you witnessed how i got into a relationship, i witnessed how you missed that someone you've longed for, inshort we saw eachothers lowest.

And at that lowest, i will forever be grateful that you filled a hole inside of my heart, not judging me for what my problems seems to be, but making me feel heard in many ways.

I know, i rant alot, it's pretty draining right? I've noticed myself aswell, I'm sorry for being too much of a bother on the process of your healing when I wasn't your responsibility to begin with, yet you chose to help me to get through my darkest days.

Having you in my life is never a regret, you were never the wrong person, you never gave up on me even if i was asking too much, you chose to deal with my personality even if it was draining.

I hope someday, some point in life where we'll be able to talk the same again, I'll be able to repay the kindness you've given me throughout the months.