forced marriage (Kim Namjoon)BTS

Twenty one

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Why didn't he love me back? Why do I only have to be like this? This marriage may be forced by both of us, but I also want him. I want his presence beside me for the worst and a good time. I want to spend time with him and talk with him like a normal person. Why does he always think that he was forced to marry me? He was, but can't he think that I'm his wife after all? Does he have someone in his life before me, and because of me, he has to leave her? Does he love someone? If not, why didn't he love me back? Why can our marriage be normal like that of other couples? I think that if someday he asked me for divorce what I'm going to do, I wouldn't want to live without him. I really love him with all my heart.

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I'm happy, finally. I became all his. Yesterday night was the best night of my life, but something is wrong. I think that he will stay today with me, but he lives in the morning. I want time spent with him, but he leaves early. Anyway, when he comes, I will spend time with him. Grandmother asked me about my glow, but she didn't know the secret of my glow was Namjoon. I wish he had come early from the office.

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Today I got to know I'm pregnant, and when he got to know, he came to meet me, but I'm not expecting from him that he will tell me to abort this child. Is he really in the right state to say that? I may accept that he didn't love me or that he couldn't love me, but how can he tell me to abort my child? After all, this child is his blood. I may understand it is a mistake for him, but how does he kill his own child? After a long time, I get some hope for my life to live, but he is the one to kill my reason to live. the one who would soon come into my life, but his own father called it a mistake and wanted to kill him. I went to see this baby, but I'm not sure that Future Namjoon gave it any attention. He didn't know what the value of a child was in a mother's life.

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It's the end. All hope for Namjoon love is now gone. The hope of living my life is gone. Can't he think, before leaving the world, how his mom is going to live without him? After staying for almost 8 months, he also left me like other people. Now there is no reason to stay here. Namjoon was forced to marry me, and beside, he didn't want him; he only thought that he was a mistake for him but not for me. He must be happy after learning that I lost my baby; after all, he didn't even know what a baby's gender was and didn't even try to know. After all this, what can I expect from him? He must be happy. I was the one who kept any hope from him, but now there is no hope anymore. I will let him go of me; he will live his life now freely after I left.

Namjoon: No, Yn, I can't live without you. Every single day is a nightmare for me. I keep trying to get up from this horrible nightmare and hug like there is no tomorrow, but I can't. I must have hurt you most, which you didn't deserve, but later I get that I'm wrong because I didn't understand my feelings. I'm sorry for what I did, but I can't lose you now. I will make you understand that I love you, and we will again be together, not like a fake husband and wife but the real one. (burst in tyres)

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